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I feel horribly depressed and I don't know why which makes me more horribly depressed because I think I'm a whiner and there are people with worse problems out there
I've done nothing lately. I went out yesterday and that was a bit of a disaster. All my friends put their mobiles in my purse, we went to a movie, we went out and Adriana's mobile was gone. Panic. I felt really horrible. I didn't understand it because the only time I took the mobiles out was to give them to the owners so they could disconnect them for the movie. I wonder why I took out mobiles that weren't mine in a dark room filled with strangers. But I'm sure I put them all back in. Well there was no blood shed but I still feel frustrated because it's like bad things always happen between me and Adriana. I try and tell myself to not really care because it's not my fault but then since I do care I get confused if I really like her or not then comes the "am I a hypocrite" thing and I just get more depressed because I then miss my friends from Belgium an I say that too much and it so I'll just shut up now.
The only good thing about the week is that I got some trousers that I love fixed, Lost, Gilmore Girls and Internet.
I don't even feel like going through my flist.
Urgh I'm pathetic.