Last days.
update-
Ok, so im going to Mississippi for christmas wed and will be back sunday. then i leave monday for ohio.
my stomach hurts just thinking about it. Im exctied but scared. happy but sad. Everything has me under alot of stress right now. Im worried about what the future will being. and i will be in a totally diffrent state, with none of my friends on new years.. that sucks. Im mad.
-Last days.
Well here in the last week i have kicked it with like everyone who use to be close. All the old friends. just everyone, it was like the good old days. I love all my friends so much. Especially Ad and christa. Christa as my bestfriend and Ad is just like my brother. Ive been drunk more in the last week then i have in the last year. I took some pictures , but i didnt get any pictures from the nights i was drunk because i was worried aboutt he digi. AHHHH!
-jamal
I love him. He stayed with me last night and we had a really good night. BUT i had took some tabs so i could go to sleep and i got upset when we laid down. As soon as he put his arms around me i started crying. I tried so hard not to, but i did.. and it ran down his arm and he asked "why i was drooling on him" =\ lmfao. it just upset me cause i was leaving him.
-Xmas.
My mom let me open one present early...
she got me two huge pictures of marilyn monroe. they were both one of the orginal copies of that picture.
they are so cool. im adding pictures to show you.
i love life.
i love you, all of you
hes so fucking hot.
Andrew <3