Key swore that life sometimes just couldn't get worse. School was becoming hectic, and with the thoughts of graduation approaching, he wasn't sure how he'd be able to juggle all of his classes at once. Not to mention, his peers at school were giving him more and more trouble, though only the dimwitted ones...the majority of the student body had
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Key's breath caught in his throat once more as he felt Jonghyun's warm nose nuzzle its way against his neck. Automatically, Key invited Jonghyun into his personal space, one of his hands gripping onto the front of the elder's shirt as his other hand was covered with Jonghyun's. His shoulders trembled with a pleased shiver as Jonghyun kissed his neck, his eyes fluttering shut. It wasn't really a sexy neck kiss or anything, but it was enough to make Key's stomach do a little flip, enough to make him crave more.
However, once he processed Jonghyun's words, his face was instantly covered with a blush. When the other man smiled at him, he only blushed harder, pulling his hands up to shield his red face. Oh god, he'd totally given off the wrong vibes!
"I-I'm sorry! I didn't mean to say something so inappropriate, it just...came out, I guess. I'm sorry," he murmured, feeling terribly humiliated as he averted Jonghyun's eyes. Hurriedly, he got out of the car, grabbing the basket from the back before Jonghyun could. "I call carrying it!" he shouted just to annoy the older man, sticking his tongue out at him before he laughed, scurrying away up a nice little hill, setting the basket down under a large, leafy tree that cast a generous amount of shade below.
He laid the blanket out. It was plenty big for two people, and Key sighed happily as he settled onto it. He supposed he would forget the incident in the car. But...at least that confirmed that Jonghyun was indeed a gentleman...he wanted to take it slow, he wasn't just in it for the sex...Key smiled shyly as he unpacked the food he'd brought along.
Once Jonghyun joined him, he looked over at him, slightly embarrassed. "Uhm. I packed wine, I hope that's okay. My mom and I drink it a lot, so don't worry, it's not like it's off-limits to me or anything." Damn, he felt like such a kid... "And I've never really gotten drunk. I only drink wine because I like the taste and my mother is a big fan...So, I brought it along, I hope you don't hate it," he frowned, offering the bottle to Jonghyun.
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He shook his head in the deny at Key's words - he didn't want her to feel embarrassed. Honestly, he was feeling quite ashamed as well at his peculiar reaction to the girl's words. He probably shouldn't have invaded her personal space like that, but he couldn't control himself at that very moment. And well, he hadn't seen her complaining - he could have sworn that she had even leaned into his touch and he had felt her small hand gripping onto the front of his shirt.
Before he could say anything, Key had already ran out off the car and grabbed the basket, announcing that she would be carrying it this time. He laughed genuinely at the girl's antics, as he watched her walk quickly towards the entrance of the park.
Jonghyun exited the car as well, locking it, before making his way after Key. He saw her already sitting on a blanket, for a moment he just admired the girl as he walked closer towards her. She looked truly beautiful, with her long legs crossed, a soft smile resting on her plush lips as she busied herself with pulling out the food that she had packed. Finally, he arrived at the blanket, sitting down next to Key. He looked around, noticing that the girl had picked a secluded area, the big tree gifting them with extra privacy.
Smiling at the girl, he reached out to take the bottle of wine into his own hands.
"Sure, wine seems like a good idea. I drink it occasionally, but I enjoy it, so it's okay," he looked for a bottle opener in the basket, once he found one, he opened the wine, and poured two glasses for them, offering one for Key to take.
"Let's make a toast... uhm...," he thought for a while, frowning in concentration, before a smile appeared on his lips," To spending a great time together today," he chuckled slightly, before clinging his glass against her's and sippimg a bit of the wine.
He nodded in approval, enjoying the taste.
"So, you and your mom are close to each other?" He asked, curious about anything that concerned Key and her life.
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After smiling at Jonghyun's toast (aka the cutest toast of all time...) Key nodded in response to his next question. He literally had to bite his tongue to not blabber on about how sweet his mother was, about how accepting she was toward the fact that Key preferred dressing as a woman. It wasn't the time to talk about that now, that was for sure...so he kept his fawning to a minimum.
"She's kinda like my best friend. We get along very well," he chimed fondly, keeping his wine in one hand as he reached for one of the packed sandwiches, taking a thoughtful bite. He chewed and swallowed, hesitating more than once before bringing up the subject that...well, he /didn't/ want to talk about, but had to, eventually...
"So..." he began, tracing the fabric of his blanket with a single forefinger, reluctant to initiate this conversation. "You...you're girlfriend..." he sighed at the mere word. "At first, I knew that it'd be okay for us to hang out, but considering how you treat me..." his voice faded to an embarrassed mumble as he recalled the little kiss in the car, "...I don't think she'd appreciate it at all. And I'm starting to think that...that something has to be done." He looked at Jonghyun, hurt in his eyes as he chewed his lip. "Jonghyun, you do realize that...you're cheating on your girlfriend right now," he said seriously, his voice and expression taking on a solemn shade.
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When he saw her reach out for a sandwich, he realised how hungry he was as well. So, he eagerly took one, too, taking a bite out off it and smiling, pleased with the taste. However, before he could comment on how good the food was, Key started talking again. And this time her voice was void of her cheerfullness and teasing, it seemed so serious and almost sad.
"I'm not... I.... I didn't," Jonghyun stopped his rambling for a moment, because damn, Key was right. Ever since they met he had been openly flirting with the girl, and he couldn't deny the reactions he had when it came to her. He swallowed heavily, as he gazed at Key, his heart breaking as he noticed the hurt shining in her eyes.
"You're right... And I'm so sorry. Honestly, I'm not some two-faced, scheming jerk, even if it might look like that right now," he paused for a moment, gathering his thoughts," But I tend to be rather.... slow when it comes to social things like this. I should talk with my girlfriend, I feel like I should have done that a while ago already. I noticed it even before I met you, but now it's even worse... Me and Jinhee we're drifting apart... But I can't just leave our relationship behind, we had been together for so long. We need to talk this out, maybe we can still work things out," he sighed, looking down at his hand, which was still holding the sandwich.
"I really like you and I haven't felt as comfortable with anyone in a while as I do with you," he finally let his gaze connect with Key's, giving her a small smile," But right now, let's just build a nice friendship between you and me, okay? I didn't mean to lead you on or anything... I'm really sorry for what I did before... It won't happen again, I promise... At least... At least not when I'm still together with Jinhee," he finished.
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An embarrassed warmth crawled across his cheeks at Jonghyun's final words. So he wouldn't touch or kiss Key anymore.../while/ he was with his girlfriend. Somehow, it excited Key. It implied to him that Jonghyun would touch him sweetly again...and that perhaps he would break up with his girlfriend sometime soon.
God, Key was a terrible, selfish person. After finishing his food and wine, he slouched thoughtfully, heaving a small sigh. This was all so complicated, and it was all his fault. Maybe he...maybe he /shouldn't/ have gotten involved with Jonghyun.
But...then again...
Jonghyun was perfect. He was Key's walking ideal type. Key sighed again, this time in a yearning, wistful fashion as he was pulled toward Jonghyun, as if by a magnetic force.
"I know you're not supposed to touch me or anything while you're with your girlfriend..." he began in a quiet voice, leaning forward further, his lips brushing the handsomely sharp angle of Jonghyun's jaw, "but...is there a rule against me touching you?"
He dragged his manicured nails over one of Jonghyun's thighs, pressing a warm kiss to the man's cheek. "I want you to know that...it's very hard to resist someone as attractive as you." He pulled back, a certain fogginess blurring his vision a little as he studied Jonghyun. Yeah, this was unfair to the other boy, but...oh god, Key had never wanted someone so badly before. And the fact that he couldn't have him made it all the more thrilling.
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However, it seemed that with Key it would turn to be more difficult to control himself. God, what was this girl up to? He gulped at her touch and as she leant close to him. He felt goosebumps explode on his skin and a pleasant shiver go all through his body. This was just so sinfully sexy, it was driving him insane.
He gazed down at Key's hand, which was resting on his thigh. Even though her hand was cold, a fire still errupted where she touched him. And the kiss that she planted on his jawline; he couldn't quite withhold the quiet, strangled moan that escaped through his now dry lips. Who would have thought that this girl could be such a natural seductress?
As Key's hand started to caress his thigh, he put his own hand over it, stopping the movements. He couldn't handle this anymore... The supposedly simple kiss that was pressed on his cheek, made his face flush slightly in reaction and his breath hitch in his throat.
"Key... I don't think t-this is right," he muttered, his heart pounding heavily, making it difficult to think rationally," W-We really shouldn't be doing this...," he gazed up from their joined hands and into Key's face.
He felt overwhelmed with emotions and sensations, as he moved closer to the girl. Hesitantly resting his hand on her thigh, nearly moaning at the softness he found there. He swallowed thickly, as he lifted his other hand to her cheek, to stroke it gently - the skin just as smooth as he had expected.
"I know what I said before... But I'm not sure if I can resist you, Key. You're such a tease and I... I really like you," he fixed his gaze on her lips, they looked so perfect, full and pink," I want to kiss you so badly... Key, can I?" He asked, his voice just a whisper as he moved his thumb delicately over her lower lip.
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But it seemed that Key's pushiness didn't drive Jonghyun away; quite the contrary, actually, because he only shifted ever closer. Key gulped as two hands found their rightful places, over his thigh and on his cheek. It felt so natural to be in such a position with Jonghyun.
When said man called Key a tease, the latter couldn't resist the half-smirk that tugged up the side of his mouth. Well, he did like to tease...scratch that, he loved it. And it seemed his teasing was only reeling Jonghyun in ever closer, because now he was...god, he was asking for permission to kiss Key!
Should Key let him? By doing so, that would officially mark the day Kim Jonghyun (straight Kim Jonghyun with a girlfriend and all) kissed another man on the lips. But...what he didn't know wouldn't hurt him, right?
Instead of answering, Key trailed his hand upward from Jonghyun's thigh, curling his fingers into the man's collar as he tugged him forward enough so their noses could bump, so their lips could collide. Jonghyun had the warmest, softest, sweetest lips...and Key was proud to admit that this was his first real kiss. His first real kiss was with someone that he...really liked.
He sighed softly through his nose. This was absolute bliss, Key swore to it. Nothing could feel better than this.
He drew back just enough to inhale the oxygen he needed, embarrassed by his lack of experience. His cheeks were flushed terribly as his grip loosened on Jonghyun's collar, his eyes wide with wonder and enchantment. "Wow..." he breathed, at a loss for words. He'd really done it. He'd really just kissed Kim Jonghyun.
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Moving his lips gently over Key's soft one's, he felt his body tremble at how perfect this was. His hand never left her cheek, he stroked it lightly while their lips explored each other. It was so simple, but there was a hotness taking over his body and a tingling sensation that he had never experienced before.
When Key seperated their lips to catch her breath, Jonghyun couldn't help but to feel disappointed. He wanted their kiss to go on forever, to feel the girl's plush lips against his own. He slowly opened his eyes, leaving them focused on Key's lips, which were now wet, glistening with a light sheen of saliva, Jonghyun noticed that they were a bit redder now as well. He hummed in agreement at Key's quiet word of wonder, chuckling softly. He felt dazed himself, so he could understand her reaction all too well.
As if already addicted to her lips, he couldn't resist to move in again, leaving short, sweet pecks on her bow-shaped, perfect lips. Eventually, he leans back slightly, still not fully satisfied (he will probably never be), but he wants to see Key's face so badly, to look at her reaction to all of this. He smiles fondly, as he moves one strand of her long hair behind her ear, something that he had wanted to do for a while.
"Key... I don't know what to say. This was more than perfect," he caresses her cheek with his knuckles, before moving his hand down her beautifully shaped neck," I have never felt anything like this before. I don't understand what I'm doing, but this kiss showed me I definitely would want more than friendship from you... God, Key, how can you be so perfect," he sighed dreamily, letting his hand tiptoe down to Key's naked shoulder.
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The younger of the two moved closer, going as far as to straddle Jonghyun's lap, knees on either side of him. He looked down at him from his higher up angle, the hair on one side of his face not getting in his eyes thanks to Jonghyun's cute gesture from earlier when he tucked it away. Key's hands gently massaged Jonghyun's shoulders, his fingers pressing deep and kneading into any knots he found.
"Jonghyun, I want you. I really do," he whispered, taking extra special care to not let his lap touch Jonghyun's. There was no way he wouldn't be able to feel his slight arousal...because no, Key didn't get wet like girls, he didn't have a lack of dick between his legs...he was a boy no matter how much he didn't want to be.
Biting his lip, he trailed the pad of one of his fingers down to Jonghyun's chin before it ascended slightly, tracing the semi-moist swell of his lower lip. "God, does your girlfriend know how lucky she is?" he mumbled more to himself than to Jonghyun, his voice in awe. He sighed, leaning down to steal one more quick kiss before he swung his leg back over and resumed his position prior, looking as casual as ever despite his actions.
"Do you think it's weird to be like this with a high schooler?" he murmured suddenly as he twiddled his fingers, shy about the subject. "Do you think I'm immature?"
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He moaned in bliss as Key's fingers started to massage his shoulders. It felt wonderful, his eyes fluttered closed, and he sighed, enjoying the caring touches of those delicate hands. Humming pleasantly, he moved forward and nuzzled into Key's neck, wrapping his arms around the girl's small waist.
Key's words made a shiver go through his body. One could particularly cut all the sexual tension that was hovering between them and Jonghyun found it hard to breath. He leaned into her soft touch, loving it to feel her skin against his own.
"I want you, too, Key. God, I have never wanted anyone like this before," he muttered, his voice quiet and faint.
He didn't know what to reply to the girl's words, but the look in her eyes made him feel like the most amazing human being on earth. Never had anyone looked at him in such a way, it made him feel special.
Jonghyun returned the sweet kiss, smiling into it. He moved his head after Key when the girl leaned away, and he had to stop himself from whining as she lifted herself up from his lap, sitting next to him instead.He couldn't stop himself from pouting slightly, wanting to feel Key close to him again.
He was taken aback by her next questions. Honestly, he tended to forget that she was so much younger than himself. Both her personality and her manner of speaking seemed so mature, she didn't act like the typical highschool girls that he knew.
However, even if he felt like this, he was still doing something that was generally looked down upon and well... it was kinda illegal as well. He sighed, moving closer to Key, and taking hold of her hand, intertwining their fingers.
"You're not immature at all. To be honest I don't even sense the age difference between us... Should it be weird to be like this with you? Because it really isn't at all," he dropped a kiss on the girl's cheek, smiling slightly," Don't worry about it, I think you're... perfect," he felt his cheeks gain colour at his words.
What was he even doing? But now he was already too far along, he wouldn't be able to stop himself anymore.
"And I like you sitting in my lap... You moved away so quickly," he pouted, lying his head on Key's shoulder, putting their joined hands onto his lap.
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Key shook his head when Jonghyun asked if any of this felt weird. It really didn't. None of it. Not the fact that Key was younger, not that he was a boy, not even the fact that Jonghyun was cheating. It was all comfortable and Key really couldn't ask for more.
His cheeks heated considerably as lips touched his face, along with a very meaningful compliment that caused Key to bashfully twiddle his fingers. His body only became hotter as Jonghyun continued speaking. What was he supposed to say? 'Sorry, I didn't want you to feel my boner'? No thanks.
He was thankful for Jonghyun's head that had now dropped onto his shoulder. Now their eye contact would be broken and Jonghyun wouldn't be as aware of Key's quickly-reddening face. He gave Jonghyun's warm, calloused hand a thankful squeeze, glancing over at their joined hands shyly. Nope. Not one thing about this felt wrong.
"You just liked it because you had easy access to my butt, right?" he teased, nudging Jonghyun gently with his elbow closest to him. "I'm surprised you didn't grope me, I was totally expecting it considering you're a butt guy."
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