JongKey rp

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Key swore that life sometimes just couldn't get worse. School was becoming hectic, and with the thoughts of graduation approaching, he wasn't sure how he'd be able to juggle all of his classes at once. Not to mention, his peers at school were giving him more and more trouble, though only the dimwitted ones...the majority of the student body had

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Key's reaction was just like Jonghyun had hoped it would be. She looked so happy gazing down at the rose, her eyes shining and her lips opened in surprise. Honestly, Jong couldn't possibly deny anymore that he was smitten with this girl. Just seeing her being so delighted with something that he had given her, it made a pleasant warmth spread through his body.

He chuckled softly, shaking his head.

"It's alright... I'm glad that you like it," he said, taking the basket from Key, and looking after her as she walked back into the house.

Jonghyun was growing slightly impatient as he waited for the girl to come back. As he saw her making her way towards the door a smile was plastered back upon his lips.

"That's great... I really thought that flower would fit you when I saw it," he smiled, then he shook his head, in denial," No way, am I letting you carry the basket! Allow me to be a gentleman, you already prepared the food, at least I can help you with carrying it."

He indicated with his head the direction of his car.

"Let's go, neh?" he said, waiting for Key to close the door, and then he casually put his hand on her lower back, leading her towards the car.

He opened the car door, letting the girl sit down in the passenger seat. He gave her a smile, before closing the door again and putting the basket into the back of the car. Then he sat down behind the steering wheel. He breathed in deeply, before starting the car and driving away from the house.

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Key rolled his eyes fondly as Jonghyun insisted on carrying the basket. He really was determined to be the perfectly polite gentleman, wasn't he? Chuckling, Key allowed for Jonghyun to carry the basket for the both of them, nodding as he locked his door, pulling it shut behind him.

He kept his bag hiked high on his shoulder, sending Jonghyun a curious sidelong glance whenever he felt a big, warm palm on his back. Sure, it looked and felt totally innocent, but...his lower back, huh? Key couldn't help but smile, stifling an amused chuckle as the two advanced to Jonghyun's car.

Ducking in, Key was thankful he hadn't worn a skirt or a dress. He didn't want Jonghyun to accidentally see up it... He smiled back at Jonghyun, feeling his eyes form into happy crescents as he comfortably settled into the passenger seat. He'd never been on a date before, but he didn't think all men would have the decency to open the door for their date. Jonghyun did, though, and it was unbearably cute.

Once Jonghyun boarded into the car, Key's heart gave an unexpected jolt. He suddenly felt so mature, and it was all very foreign. His date knew how to drive and Key had packed wine for the two of them and...oh god, it was just now sinking in that this was Key's first real date. And it was with a man who thought Key was a woman...damn, it was all so wrong...

"I'm surprised you wanna hang out with me," Key blurted, bringing the subject up ungracefully as he stared out the window, fiddling with the end of his sweater's long sleeve, watching his surroundings fly by. "I mean...you really wanna be seen with a girl whose chest is as flat as mine?" he laughed lightheartedly, raising an eyebrow as he glanced at the man driving.

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Jonghyun was rather shocked at Key's following words. Flat-chested? He raised his eyebrows, not able to stop himself from gazing over at the girl sitting next to him. Feeling slightly embarrassed, he fixed his eyes on Key's aforementioned chest. Well, she was right... There wasn't much to look at.

However, he just shrugged, looking back at the road in front of him again. He wasn't really a boobs kind of guy to be honest, so it didn't matter to him at all. But it seemed like Key wasn't feeling comfortable about that part of the body. He never understood why girls cared so much about that, what was the deal with big tits anyway? Jonghyun didn't find those attractive in the least.

"Nah, don't worry about that, I'm not that type of guy. Honestly... y-you're really pretty and everything. So, don't think about that anymore, I'm not a fan of big breasts anyway," he said, feeling his cheeks heat up at the confession. Was he being too open? He really just want to reassure Key.

She didn't have to worry about anything look-wise, in his opinion. She was one of the most gorgeous girls he had seen in his life.

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Key couldn't help but burst out into laughter at Jonghyun's response. He seemed so awkward talking about it, it was extremely cute.

Of course, behind his wide smile, Key was inwardly exhaling a big breath or relief. Honestly, he'd been aimlessly worrying about that factor for a while now. He didn't want Jonghyun to be turned off because he had a boy's chest (literally).

"That's good to know," Key giggled as his laughter died down considerably. "I'm sorry for laughing, it's just that I think your way of answering was really cute." He smiled gently, placing one of his elbows on the console between them casually, keeping his gaze set on the man driving. Damn, he looked even more attractive behind the wheel, especially with that ensemble he was sporting.

"If you're not into big breasts..." Key began with some hesitance, eyes darting down as he started to trace circles onto the console to occupy his forestalling gaze, "then what are you into, hm? Is there anything in particular that just...you know...gets you going?" he asked with what he hoped was an air of nonchalance, but he could feel his words turn robotic and awkward.

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Jonghyun pouted as Key started to laugh after he had spoken out his answer. He felt himself blushing slightly, feeling even more embarrassed now. He cleared his throat, gazing briefly at the girl beside him. And damn, she looked beautiful laughing so freely, comfortably. It caused an involuntary smile to form on his lips, even if he wanted to seem offended at being made fun of.

Oh, so Key thought his reaction was cute? Somehow he felt pleased by that. He chuckled softly, looking back to the front, even if it was difficult to seperate his eyes from Key's bright features. The girl's laugh was slowly dying down and he missed the sound of it already. It was rather loud and obnoxious, but to his ears it was a lovely sound and very characteristic of Key.

Jonghyun's eyes widened at the girl's next question. He definitely hadn't expected something like that to come out of her lips. He swallowed reflexively a few times, feeling his face heating up again. Why would she want to know that?

He had to think for a while - what exactly was he into? God, is it weird that this made him feel uncomfortable? He just didn't want to make more of a fool of himself in front of Key than he already had.

"Well... When it comes to bodies, I guess I could say I have a thing for legs... like long, straight legs, with pale skin," he cleared his throat again, his face burning," And butts... Yeah, I think I'm a butt person. I like to have something to grab onto."

Oh my god, this was so horribly embarrassing! What was he even saying? Well, it was true, but he has never said it out loud to anyone! But damn, now that he looked at Key, she had perfect legs... Those tight leggins were definitely showing them off in the best ways possible. He gulped, fixing his gaze on the road again.

"But honestly, I pay attention to the face first... Full, pink lips and slanted, cat-like eyes, that shine with laughter," he blinked his eyes, as a vision of Key entered his mind, perfectly resembling the ideal type that he had just talked about.

He hoped she wouldn't realise that. Jonghyun bit the inside of his cheek, nervously... He really wanted to know about the type of men she preferred... Somehow that seemed of big importance to him now.

"Uhm... What about you? You know, do you have any... preferences?" He asked, anticipating her answer.

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Key kept his eyes down, gulping thickly as he anticipated Jonghyun's answer. What if his ideal type was the polar opposite of Key? Sure, he didn't care for big boobs, but...what about all the other stuff? There was much more to a relationship than breasts, and if Key didn't have the look that Jonghyun fancied, then...God, he didn't know how he'd handle the pure disappointment.

However, all traces of any sort of negative emotion fled from Key's system when he heard Jonghyun answer his question. Key had long legs...he had pale skin...and for a guy, yeah...he had quite the ass.

His face flushed with heat as Jonghyun continued with the list. Damn, Key had all of those qualities... Did Jonghyun realize that he was more or less just describing the person next to him? Somehow, Key felt embarrassed even though this was something he had initiated in the first place.

Well, shit. Key should have seen this coming...Of course Jonghyun would now want to know Key's ideal type in return. Awkwardly, Key cleared his throat, pondering it for a moment. It was only fair that he answered, too...

"Let's see....uhm. I like older men." He swallowed hard, quickly looking down as he traced shapes onto his thigh in a reserved manner. "I like men who are handsome, creative and who have a good sense of humor. A nice jawline is always appreciated, and big eyes, and full lips..."

He dared a glance upward, his eyes focusing on Jonghyun. God, he really was all of those things...

"I like men who aren't afraid to take charge. Ones that can dominate me. I know I've never done anything...like that before..." he mumbled, his own cheeks flaring with heat, "but the thought turns me on. And, uhm...I-I like having my...m-my butt grabbed," he whispered under his breath. His entire body was on fire at this point. God, what had he gotten himself into?

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Jonghyun waited for her answer holding his breath. When she finally started talking, he held the steering wheel tighter in his hands. He would definitely feel disappointed if her ideal type was completely different from himself. So, when everything that she said was basically just describing him, his eyes widened, and a proud smile appeared on his lips.

But damn, what did this mean? From all the attributes she had ticked off, he was embodying all of them...

He listened further as the girl began to say something more. Okay... he was officially done. How in the world could she say something like that? God, he could feel the unmistakable sensation of arousal heating up his body at her bold words. She liked having her butt grabbed? Was that supposed to be an invitation for him? And she was turned on by the thought of being dominated? Suddenly a couple of heavily rated images entered his mind...

Thankfully, they had arrived at the park, so he stopped the car at the parking lot. Once the car was standing, he turned around to face the girl, his heart pounding wildly.

"K-Key... why... why are you doing this," he moved forward, nuzzling his face into her neck, inhaling the sweet scent," You're tempting me. And I think... I think we should be taking this slowly, alright?" He dropped a lingering kiss on her neck, at the spot right under her ear. His hand moving from her shoulder down her arm, and finally taking hold of her hand, squeezing it.

Jonghyun sat back again, making more room between them, albeit reluctantly. He sighed heavily, before pulling the keys out off the ignition.

"Come on, let's go have that picnic, neh? I'm starving," he announced giving the girl a soft smile.

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Key's breathing faltered as Jonghyun pulled into a parking space. Oh, right. They were supposed to be on an innocent date. Or, was it even a date? Well, it was to Key, but what if Jonghyun was simply playing the field or something? Even if that was the case, Key couldn't find it in himself to doubt him...he was just such a sincere guy, there was no way he could be taking Key out for his own sick fun.

Key's breath caught in his throat once more as he felt Jonghyun's warm nose nuzzle its way against his neck. Automatically, Key invited Jonghyun into his personal space, one of his hands gripping onto the front of the elder's shirt as his other hand was covered with Jonghyun's. His shoulders trembled with a pleased shiver as Jonghyun kissed his neck, his eyes fluttering shut. It wasn't really a sexy neck kiss or anything, but it was enough to make Key's stomach do a little flip, enough to make him crave more.

However, once he processed Jonghyun's words, his face was instantly covered with a blush. When the other man smiled at him, he only blushed harder, pulling his hands up to shield his red face. Oh god, he'd totally given off the wrong vibes!

"I-I'm sorry! I didn't mean to say something so inappropriate, it just...came out, I guess. I'm sorry," he murmured, feeling terribly humiliated as he averted Jonghyun's eyes. Hurriedly, he got out of the car, grabbing the basket from the back before Jonghyun could. "I call carrying it!" he shouted just to annoy the older man, sticking his tongue out at him before he laughed, scurrying away up a nice little hill, setting the basket down under a large, leafy tree that cast a generous amount of shade below.

He laid the blanket out. It was plenty big for two people, and Key sighed happily as he settled onto it. He supposed he would forget the incident in the car. But...at least that confirmed that Jonghyun was indeed a gentleman...he wanted to take it slow, he wasn't just in it for the sex...Key smiled shyly as he unpacked the food he'd brought along.

Once Jonghyun joined him, he looked over at him, slightly embarrassed. "Uhm. I packed wine, I hope that's okay. My mom and I drink it a lot, so don't worry, it's not like it's off-limits to me or anything." Damn, he felt like such a kid... "And I've never really gotten drunk. I only drink wine because I like the taste and my mother is a big fan...So, I brought it along, I hope you don't hate it," he frowned, offering the bottle to Jonghyun.

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Jonghyun chuckled at Key's reaction, finding it extremely endearing. He could still feel his heart beating like crazy at the close proximity they had just a moment before. The taste of the girl's skin was lingering on his tongue and her sweet scent filled his nose - it was addicting, this girl was addicting.

He shook his head in the deny at Key's words - he didn't want her to feel embarrassed. Honestly, he was feeling quite ashamed as well at his peculiar reaction to the girl's words. He probably shouldn't have invaded her personal space like that, but he couldn't control himself at that very moment. And well, he hadn't seen her complaining - he could have sworn that she had even leaned into his touch and he had felt her small hand gripping onto the front of his shirt.

Before he could say anything, Key had already ran out off the car and grabbed the basket, announcing that she would be carrying it this time. He laughed genuinely at the girl's antics, as he watched her walk quickly towards the entrance of the park.

Jonghyun exited the car as well, locking it, before making his way after Key. He saw her already sitting on a blanket, for a moment he just admired the girl as he walked closer towards her. She looked truly beautiful, with her long legs crossed, a soft smile resting on her plush lips as she busied herself with pulling out the food that she had packed. Finally, he arrived at the blanket, sitting down next to Key. He looked around, noticing that the girl had picked a secluded area, the big tree gifting them with extra privacy.

Smiling at the girl, he reached out to take the bottle of wine into his own hands.

"Sure, wine seems like a good idea. I drink it occasionally, but I enjoy it, so it's okay," he looked for a bottle opener in the basket, once he found one, he opened the wine, and poured two glasses for them, offering one for Key to take.

"Let's make a toast... uhm...," he thought for a while, frowning in concentration, before a smile appeared on his lips," To spending a great time together today," he chuckled slightly, before clinging his glass against her's and sippimg a bit of the wine.

He nodded in approval, enjoying the taste.

"So, you and your mom are close to each other?" He asked, curious about anything that concerned Key and her life.

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Key was more than relieved to hear that Jonghyun wasn't completely opposed to wine or anything. He was also a little embarrassed, though, for making this more romantic than it should be...he was really digging himself a hole much too deep.

After smiling at Jonghyun's toast (aka the cutest toast of all time...) Key nodded in response to his next question. He literally had to bite his tongue to not blabber on about how sweet his mother was, about how accepting she was toward the fact that Key preferred dressing as a woman. It wasn't the time to talk about that now, that was for sure...so he kept his fawning to a minimum.

"She's kinda like my best friend. We get along very well," he chimed fondly, keeping his wine in one hand as he reached for one of the packed sandwiches, taking a thoughtful bite. He chewed and swallowed, hesitating more than once before bringing up the subject that...well, he /didn't/ want to talk about, but had to, eventually...

"So..." he began, tracing the fabric of his blanket with a single forefinger, reluctant to initiate this conversation. "You...you're girlfriend..." he sighed at the mere word. "At first, I knew that it'd be okay for us to hang out, but considering how you treat me..." his voice faded to an embarrassed mumble as he recalled the little kiss in the car, "...I don't think she'd appreciate it at all. And I'm starting to think that...that something has to be done." He looked at Jonghyun, hurt in his eyes as he chewed his lip. "Jonghyun, you do realize that...you're cheating on your girlfriend right now," he said seriously, his voice and expression taking on a solemn shade.

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Jonghyun smiled fondly at Key's words. It's nice to know that she is so close with her mother. Really, Key is such a sweet girl, he couldn't help but to admire her attitude.

When he saw her reach out for a sandwich, he realised how hungry he was as well. So, he eagerly took one, too, taking a bite out off it and smiling, pleased with the taste. However, before he could comment on how good the food was, Key started talking again. And this time her voice was void of her cheerfullness and teasing, it seemed so serious and almost sad.

"I'm not... I.... I didn't," Jonghyun stopped his rambling for a moment, because damn, Key was right. Ever since they met he had been openly flirting with the girl, and he couldn't deny the reactions he had when it came to her. He swallowed heavily, as he gazed at Key, his heart breaking as he noticed the hurt shining in her eyes.

"You're right... And I'm so sorry. Honestly, I'm not some two-faced, scheming jerk, even if it might look like that right now," he paused for a moment, gathering his thoughts," But I tend to be rather.... slow when it comes to social things like this. I should talk with my girlfriend, I feel like I should have done that a while ago already. I noticed it even before I met you, but now it's even worse... Me and Jinhee we're drifting apart... But I can't just leave our relationship behind, we had been together for so long. We need to talk this out, maybe we can still work things out," he sighed, looking down at his hand, which was still holding the sandwich.

"I really like you and I haven't felt as comfortable with anyone in a while as I do with you," he finally let his gaze connect with Key's, giving her a small smile," But right now, let's just build a nice friendship between you and me, okay? I didn't mean to lead you on or anything... I'm really sorry for what I did before... It won't happen again, I promise... At least... At least not when I'm still together with Jinhee," he finished.

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Key was surprised to hear that Jonghyun and his girlfriend had been drifting, much less even before Key himself came into the picture. He wondered what could possibly go wrong in a relationship with someone as indescribable as Jonghyun...that girl must be a moron to want to give him up! Not that Key knew if she did, but still, they supposedly weren't as close as before and...that alone confused Key.

An embarrassed warmth crawled across his cheeks at Jonghyun's final words. So he wouldn't touch or kiss Key anymore.../while/ he was with his girlfriend. Somehow, it excited Key. It implied to him that Jonghyun would touch him sweetly again...and that perhaps he would break up with his girlfriend sometime soon.

God, Key was a terrible, selfish person. After finishing his food and wine, he slouched thoughtfully, heaving a small sigh. This was all so complicated, and it was all his fault. Maybe he...maybe he /shouldn't/ have gotten involved with Jonghyun.

But...then again...

Jonghyun was perfect. He was Key's walking ideal type. Key sighed again, this time in a yearning, wistful fashion as he was pulled toward Jonghyun, as if by a magnetic force.

"I know you're not supposed to touch me or anything while you're with your girlfriend..." he began in a quiet voice, leaning forward further, his lips brushing the handsomely sharp angle of Jonghyun's jaw, "but...is there a rule against me touching you?"

He dragged his manicured nails over one of Jonghyun's thighs, pressing a warm kiss to the man's cheek. "I want you to know that...it's very hard to resist someone as attractive as you." He pulled back, a certain fogginess blurring his vision a little as he studied Jonghyun. Yeah, this was unfair to the other boy, but...oh god, Key had never wanted someone so badly before. And the fact that he couldn't have him made it all the more thrilling.

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Jonghyun couldn't help but to regret what he had just said. Obviously, it wasn't just friendship that he wanted from Key. But he knew that it would be wrong to engage in any activities that were more than friendly with the girl while he was still with Jinhee. He was a simple guy and he had his morals, that he wanted to stick with.

However, it seemed that with Key it would turn to be more difficult to control himself. God, what was this girl up to? He gulped at her touch and as she leant close to him. He felt goosebumps explode on his skin and a pleasant shiver go all through his body. This was just so sinfully sexy, it was driving him insane.

He gazed down at Key's hand, which was resting on his thigh. Even though her hand was cold, a fire still errupted where she touched him. And the kiss that she planted on his jawline; he couldn't quite withhold the quiet, strangled moan that escaped through his now dry lips. Who would have thought that this girl could be such a natural seductress?

As Key's hand started to caress his thigh, he put his own hand over it, stopping the movements. He couldn't handle this anymore... The supposedly simple kiss that was pressed on his cheek, made his face flush slightly in reaction and his breath hitch in his throat.

"Key... I don't think t-this is right," he muttered, his heart pounding heavily, making it difficult to think rationally," W-We really shouldn't be doing this...," he gazed up from their joined hands and into Key's face.

He felt overwhelmed with emotions and sensations, as he moved closer to the girl. Hesitantly resting his hand on her thigh, nearly moaning at the softness he found there. He swallowed thickly, as he lifted his other hand to her cheek, to stroke it gently - the skin just as smooth as he had expected.

"I know what I said before... But I'm not sure if I can resist you, Key. You're such a tease and I... I really like you," he fixed his gaze on her lips, they looked so perfect, full and pink," I want to kiss you so badly... Key, can I?" He asked, his voice just a whisper as he moved his thumb delicately over her lower lip.

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Oh god, he'd ruined it. Key completely ruined his relationship with Jonghyun and he knew it. He shouldn't have said what he did just because he had a moment of sudden boldness and answered to the urge to speak his mind. It was over. Jonghyun was going to leave.

But it seemed that Key's pushiness didn't drive Jonghyun away; quite the contrary, actually, because he only shifted ever closer. Key gulped as two hands found their rightful places, over his thigh and on his cheek. It felt so natural to be in such a position with Jonghyun.

When said man called Key a tease, the latter couldn't resist the half-smirk that tugged up the side of his mouth. Well, he did like to tease...scratch that, he loved it. And it seemed his teasing was only reeling Jonghyun in ever closer, because now he was...god, he was asking for permission to kiss Key!

Should Key let him? By doing so, that would officially mark the day Kim Jonghyun (straight Kim Jonghyun with a girlfriend and all) kissed another man on the lips. But...what he didn't know wouldn't hurt him, right?

Instead of answering, Key trailed his hand upward from Jonghyun's thigh, curling his fingers into the man's collar as he tugged him forward enough so their noses could bump, so their lips could collide. Jonghyun had the warmest, softest, sweetest lips...and Key was proud to admit that this was his first real kiss. His first real kiss was with someone that he...really liked.

He sighed softly through his nose. This was absolute bliss, Key swore to it. Nothing could feel better than this.

He drew back just enough to inhale the oxygen he needed, embarrassed by his lack of experience. His cheeks were flushed terribly as his grip loosened on Jonghyun's collar, his eyes wide with wonder and enchantment. "Wow..." he breathed, at a loss for words. He'd really done it. He'd really just kissed Kim Jonghyun.

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It took a short while for Jonghyun to comprehend what was happening. His heartbeat quickened as he felt Key's hand crawl up his chest and grab hold of his collar. He swallowed, his throat suddenly dry as he noticed the look in the girl's eyes. It was intense. And then their lips were connected and Jong's eyes fluttered closed at the overwhemling sensation. He realised that he had never shared a kiss like this. Honestly he had kissed a lot of girls, but this... this seemed special.

Moving his lips gently over Key's soft one's, he felt his body tremble at how perfect this was. His hand never left her cheek, he stroked it lightly while their lips explored each other. It was so simple, but there was a hotness taking over his body and a tingling sensation that he had never experienced before.

When Key seperated their lips to catch her breath, Jonghyun couldn't help but to feel disappointed. He wanted their kiss to go on forever, to feel the girl's plush lips against his own. He slowly opened his eyes, leaving them focused on Key's lips, which were now wet, glistening with a light sheen of saliva, Jonghyun noticed that they were a bit redder now as well. He hummed in agreement at Key's quiet word of wonder, chuckling softly. He felt dazed himself, so he could understand her reaction all too well.

As if already addicted to her lips, he couldn't resist to move in again, leaving short, sweet pecks on her bow-shaped, perfect lips. Eventually, he leans back slightly, still not fully satisfied (he will probably never be), but he wants to see Key's face so badly, to look at her reaction to all of this. He smiles fondly, as he moves one strand of her long hair behind her ear, something that he had wanted to do for a while.

"Key... I don't know what to say. This was more than perfect," he caresses her cheek with his knuckles, before moving his hand down her beautifully shaped neck," I have never felt anything like this before. I don't understand what I'm doing, but this kiss showed me I definitely would want more than friendship from you... God, Key, how can you be so perfect," he sighed dreamily, letting his hand tiptoe down to Key's naked shoulder.

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Key's skin broke out in violent goosebumps as Jonghyun's warm fingers descended from his cheek down his sensitive neck to the slope of his bare shoulder. Didn't he know what these little touches were doing to Key? Each small movement ignited a fire within the high schooler, so much so that his face would flame with every touch. And his words...god, his words...they were making Key melt right there on the spot.

The younger of the two moved closer, going as far as to straddle Jonghyun's lap, knees on either side of him. He looked down at him from his higher up angle, the hair on one side of his face not getting in his eyes thanks to Jonghyun's cute gesture from earlier when he tucked it away. Key's hands gently massaged Jonghyun's shoulders, his fingers pressing deep and kneading into any knots he found.

"Jonghyun, I want you. I really do," he whispered, taking extra special care to not let his lap touch Jonghyun's. There was no way he wouldn't be able to feel his slight arousal...because no, Key didn't get wet like girls, he didn't have a lack of dick between his legs...he was a boy no matter how much he didn't want to be.

Biting his lip, he trailed the pad of one of his fingers down to Jonghyun's chin before it ascended slightly, tracing the semi-moist swell of his lower lip. "God, does your girlfriend know how lucky she is?" he mumbled more to himself than to Jonghyun, his voice in awe. He sighed, leaning down to steal one more quick kiss before he swung his leg back over and resumed his position prior, looking as casual as ever despite his actions.

"Do you think it's weird to be like this with a high schooler?" he murmured suddenly as he twiddled his fingers, shy about the subject. "Do you think I'm immature?"