Jan 31, 2006 11:40
life has been really good lately, there is this real acceptance of everything as it is.
it's like i am observing life from this place of detachment, not in the sense of being removed but more like letting it all be without judgement, i like it better this way, it leaves more room and time for what's really important to me.
i have been going to the woods a lot, especially since the weather has been so nice,
i hike for hours and write and the other day i took some self-portraits that i am gonna post on Myspace, though i have not been on there in so long
Gavin's Heaven and Hell party was really great, i went as an angel and played bartender, hookah hostess and danced a lot with my friends
i met a couple of interesting guys, but alas no one who was willing to go the distance, in the sense of pursuing me. Sinead said that one of the guys thought i was cute but he was shy, so she is going to try to set up a date for me, the universe is at work providing all that i need, the rest is just passing by
i've had the opportunity to share some of my experience about relationships and spirituality and that has felt good cause i realize how far i have come in this journey
meditation is a part of my life now, it has deepened my connection to myself and my Source. i am developing a new relationship with god, who i have rejected for the latter part of my life, i ma in the inquiry about "god", what that concept means to me and how i am not alone
there is so much much to come...