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i wish everyone would come with their meyers-briggs personality type tattooed on their forhead. but if i've learned anything it's that i over analyze everything, to the point of paranoia. i don't know how to play games it's just not in my nature. but i guess i better learn if... anyway, on the ride home i felt like his silence was protecting me. i hadn't driven down 27 in so long. i shouldn't have turned right onto 9th. i should have just gone the three extra blocks. so out 12 dollars and any hope. some guys want to be dominated, them and their christian mothers. some guys want to be put in their place, them and their would be guilt. some guys are perfect, and they are in my past and future. some guys talk to me on their beds when they are high and when i am drunk and it is amazing and the amazingness is like this bubble between us. some guys don't exist because some people don't exist because people are all the same. i wish i could escape my astrology and education, but i can't and it is is the road i walk on.