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i need to write more not as in plays or bullshit or whatever, just in general constantly be writing. i'm really tired right now. like, sick tired. simon and i went to the bank earlier and i didn't wanna go inside so he went in by himself then i just started crying like bawling like violently keening and then it started thunderstorming, like violently keening thunderstorming and simon was confused so he gave me his sucker he got from the bank and that made me stop crying. i am literally an infant. i like crying. in general i am too lazy and emotionless to cry. so it's nice when it comes out, and it makes my eyes look pretty, but not my nose. but i am literally exausted from crying so hard. maybe that's why babies sleep so much. i am going to sleep. oh yea, i was crying cause my mom smoked all my cigarettes. that's not very infant of me. infants don't smoke cigarettes.