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School..school school..i actually kinda wanted to go back. Now we got an early release today and was there snow? nopers there was not. My trip for the mystic thing is rescedualed for thursday the 10th. Today was pretty easy, had an open with natalia first thing, then anderson, sociology, marine, and part of spanish. We got our spanish grades today...like every test or quiz that she was showing me...i had the highest grade..wtf am i the bomb or what..the problem is that im missing homework becuz i was absent and well..just because. I'm really tired right now and i cleaned my room like it was my job, i even dusted. It wasnt even that dirty to begin with idk lately im really on top of the cleaning and organization. Havent talked to scott for like a week. My mom asked about him the other day. Been listenin to a lot of Jem lately.. Here r a few lyrics from her songs that i like.
-They
"Who made up the rules we follow them like fools believe them to be true dont care to think them through im sorry so sorry im sorry its like this im sorry so sorry im sorry we do this and its ironic too cuz what we tend to do is act on what they say and then it is that way..-chorus- then it goes into saying and who are they and where are they and how can they possibly know all this(2x) do you see what i see why do we live like this is it because its true that ignorance is bliss.."
-Save me
"Why would i think such thigns crazy thoughts have quick wings gaining momentum fast one minute i am fine the next ive lost my mind to take a fake fantasy and none of these thoughts are real so why is it that i feel so cut up and so bad i need to take control cuz my mind is on a roll and it isnt listening to me..."
-24
"in 24 hours they'll be laying flowers on my life, its over tonight im not messing no i need your blessing and ur promise to live free please do it for me is there a heaven a hell and will i come back who can tell now i see what matters to me its as clear as crystal the places ive been the people ive seen plans that i made start to fade the suns settting gold thought i would grow old it wasnt meant to be and i cant believe how ive been wasting my time.."
-Missing you
"I wish this could be a happy song though all my happiness disappeared wont you look on dont think i ever believed it this day will come now all im feeling im lost and im .. i kno i promised ..that i will try but.. i..yes ..i miss you and its killing me inside ill always be thankful for the times we had we were blessed i should celebrate but feel too sad our wonderful memories just make me fall apart and it feels like somebody is stepping in my heart, no i kno i promised that i wouldnt cry "
-Wish I
"baby, your ship has come in baby, adventures will begin sugar, dont you worry bout me cuz honey u kno want you to be happy wish i wish i wish i wish i was going too but if you find that you dont like it that the people there arent inviting or that they city life is too frightening wont you come home.."
-Stay now
"Daylight comes daylight comes and you've gotta go breaks my heart breaks my heart to have you watch you go wish i knew wish i knew when you'll be back again however long its just too long until we meet again stay now stay now just a little more cuz this love this love is what livings for stay now hide in bed sheets overhead blocking out the sun feel liek we are marooned at sea away from everyone and i, i hate to say goodbye i, want you to touch me one more time.."
-Maybe im amazed
" maybe im amazed at the way you love me all the time maybe im afraid of the way i love you maybe im amazed at the way you pulled me out of time and hung me on a line maybe im amazed at the way i really need you maybe im a girl and maybe im a lonely girl whos in the middle of something that she doesnt really understand maybe im a girl and maybe your the only man who could ever help me baby wont you help me understand maybe im amazed at the way you're with me all the time maybe im afraid of the way i leave you maybe im amazed at the way you help me singmy song right me when im wrong maybe im amazed at the way i really need you"
-They
"Who made up the rules we follow them like fools believe them to be true dont care to think them through im sorry so sorry im sorry its like this im sorry so sorry im sorry we do this and its ironic too cuz what we tend to do is act on what they say and then it is that way..-chorus- then it goes into saying and who are they and where are they and how can they possibly know all this(2x) do you see what i see why do we live like this is it because its true that ignorance is bliss.."
-Save me
"Why would i think such thigns crazy thoughts have quick wings gaining momentum fast one minute i am fine the next ive lost my mind to take a fake fantasy and none of these thoughts are real so why is it that i feel so cut up and so bad i need to take control cuz my mind is on a roll and it isnt listening to me..."
-24
"in 24 hours they'll be laying flowers on my life, its over tonight im not messing no i need your blessing and ur promise to live free please do it for me is there a heaven a hell and will i come back who can tell now i see what matters to me its as clear as crystal the places ive been the people ive seen plans that i made start to fade the suns settting gold thought i would grow old it wasnt meant to be and i cant believe how ive been wasting my time.."
-Missing you
"I wish this could be a happy song though all my happiness disappeared wont you look on dont think i ever believed it this day will come now all im feeling im lost and im .. i kno i promised ..that i will try but.. i..yes ..i miss you and its killing me inside ill always be thankful for the times we had we were blessed i should celebrate but feel too sad our wonderful memories just make me fall apart and it feels like somebody is stepping in my heart, no i kno i promised that i wouldnt cry "
-Wish I
"baby, your ship has come in baby, adventures will begin sugar, dont you worry bout me cuz honey u kno want you to be happy wish i wish i wish i wish i was going too but if you find that you dont like it that the people there arent inviting or that they city life is too frightening wont you come home.."
-Stay now
"Daylight comes daylight comes and you've gotta go breaks my heart breaks my heart to have you watch you go wish i knew wish i knew when you'll be back again however long its just too long until we meet again stay now stay now just a little more cuz this love this love is what livings for stay now hide in bed sheets overhead blocking out the sun feel liek we are marooned at sea away from everyone and i, i hate to say goodbye i, want you to touch me one more time.."
-Maybe im amazed
" maybe im amazed at the way you love me all the time maybe im afraid of the way i love you maybe im amazed at the way you pulled me out of time and hung me on a line maybe im amazed at the way i really need you maybe im a girl and maybe im a lonely girl whos in the middle of something that she doesnt really understand maybe im a girl and maybe your the only man who could ever help me baby wont you help me understand maybe im amazed at the way you're with me all the time maybe im afraid of the way i leave you maybe im amazed at the way you help me singmy song right me when im wrong maybe im amazed at the way i really need you"