The Things in My Head
Yesterday went badly. I kept falling asleep in FIIM class and I felt terrible because prof was talking about the investment market which I prolly have 0 knowledge of and I really couldn't pay attention. The 20min break - went into the GSR and POWER NAPPED. One shouldn't underestimate the power nap man it was damn good. I dare say better than the sleepless nights I've been encountering.
Next, my legs are breaking out in hives they are so red and rashy omg I look diseased:(:( going to head to the GP tmr for some help because NSC needs appointments made daysss in advanced and MY SKIN NEEDS HELP LIKE NOW!
Next, my pimples. Sigh they are not going away.
Lastly, what else schoolwork. Had corporate reporting quiz today acccounting for leases, deferred tax etc. I felt like I kinda studied my butt out for it but its just my results won't show.... I should really stop the heck care, I think I know it all attitude....:'( I think I'm going to fail. Computer as an Analysis TTool mid term went badly too I think.I feel quite disappointed in myself yet a bit helpless? Like I think I do put in effort leh but results always don't show. Getting REALLY TIRED of school. Everyones commenting on my dark circles (zz lum I know what ure thinking haha). Guess its not the end yet! Have to mug x1000000 times harder for finals. I know I use this a lot but its so true cause the best is really yet to be!!! Push on, fight on!!!
Failure is the mother of success!
Such a gloomy whiny post let me end off with things that we always take for granted! I thank God for:
1) Kenneth
Because without him, my life in SMU will probably be MEANINGLESS. He's there to send me to the clinic when I'm feverish, buy me coffee when I'm soooo tired, be my companion for lunch, dinner and roti johns and macs. So happy to find someone so who likes me as much as I like him:)
2) Friends
Those around and around me virtually! Hehe friends who tweet me, sms me even comment on my fb omg they really make my life so much more colourful than my corporate reporting notes! Hehe
3) Family
Though dad's in chinaland my mum still skypes him and waits for him on skype to gossip to him. And Dad still sends me to sch in the mornings when he's in sg as well... He really loves me! Haha my sister has also become less annoying of the late so er ya that's pretty good too:)
3)Internship
Ok with my GPA I think I should really count my blessings as I'm going to do what I really like for my internship! Plus point: its also the firm which I really wanted to get in! Its probably not very prestigous but I think work should encompass more than that? It work should never be a chore!:) I hope corporate tax won't be!
4) Car
Parents pay for my car expenses! They really want the best for me!:D
Yes this is about all so far! Let's all press on and get on the Dean's List yo! Haha
Next, my legs are breaking out in hives they are so red and rashy omg I look diseased:(:( going to head to the GP tmr for some help because NSC needs appointments made daysss in advanced and MY SKIN NEEDS HELP LIKE NOW!
Next, my pimples. Sigh they are not going away.
Lastly, what else schoolwork. Had corporate reporting quiz today acccounting for leases, deferred tax etc. I felt like I kinda studied my butt out for it but its just my results won't show.... I should really stop the heck care, I think I know it all attitude....:'( I think I'm going to fail. Computer as an Analysis TTool mid term went badly too I think.I feel quite disappointed in myself yet a bit helpless? Like I think I do put in effort leh but results always don't show. Getting REALLY TIRED of school. Everyones commenting on my dark circles (zz lum I know what ure thinking haha). Guess its not the end yet! Have to mug x1000000 times harder for finals. I know I use this a lot but its so true cause the best is really yet to be!!! Push on, fight on!!!
Failure is the mother of success!
Such a gloomy whiny post let me end off with things that we always take for granted! I thank God for:
1) Kenneth
Because without him, my life in SMU will probably be MEANINGLESS. He's there to send me to the clinic when I'm feverish, buy me coffee when I'm soooo tired, be my companion for lunch, dinner and roti johns and macs. So happy to find someone so who likes me as much as I like him:)
2) Friends
Those around and around me virtually! Hehe friends who tweet me, sms me even comment on my fb omg they really make my life so much more colourful than my corporate reporting notes! Hehe
3) Family
Though dad's in chinaland my mum still skypes him and waits for him on skype to gossip to him. And Dad still sends me to sch in the mornings when he's in sg as well... He really loves me! Haha my sister has also become less annoying of the late so er ya that's pretty good too:)
3)Internship
Ok with my GPA I think I should really count my blessings as I'm going to do what I really like for my internship! Plus point: its also the firm which I really wanted to get in! Its probably not very prestigous but I think work should encompass more than that? It work should never be a chore!:) I hope corporate tax won't be!
4) Car
Parents pay for my car expenses! They really want the best for me!:D
Yes this is about all so far! Let's all press on and get on the Dean's List yo! Haha