Jun 25, 2006 22:57
I thought I killed Wick but I didn't. I just ran him over with my car. After the second of OHMYGODIKILLEDHIM there was just...a lot of laughing.
5 of us played in the fountains. and we were all sopping wet and had to dress in Wick's clothes.
I love mornings where...you just don't have to get up. It's not to hot, not to cold. you could go with or without a blanket. the window is open . And you're just...there...dozing.
How is that just...not good enough for some people?
Hell, I don't know. I think the biggest transformation I've ever gone through was going from being a pessimist to an optimist. I'm not stupidly optimistic. I know things are bad, I know the state of the world isn't good. But I'm taking my bike more and more and more. And I'm cutting down drastically on my meat eating, and I'm hoping by the end of summer I'll be 100% vegetarian (looking into some vegan stuff, but theres no way I can give up dairy entirely. I'm going to look for the brands that are the most cruelty free, however, and buy those)
So what's to be pissed off about.
It's one thing to complain about the environment and the treatment of animals. Its another thing to do something about it. And if you're DOING something, well, why curse and scream and yell? You are doing what you can.
It would be quite amazing to see what would happen if youthful outrage didn't apply to just the youth.
I'm going to an animal communication workshop this summer.
And yes, I do mean a "kooky-talk-to-animals" type deal. I don't believe it's complete crap. But I don't believe it's 100% truth either. That is why I'm going, I want to learn. And I'm very excited.
I'm worried as hell about college. I feel I've never developed enough mentally, to handle it. I think I missed some key things in most of my teenage years that I should know by now. I'm pretty naive. I'm trusting people more, I give others the benifit of the doubt. always. But I guess those can be good qualities. But in reality, if feel like a 14 year old who has been accepted in to college. How did all those years go away?
How did I get here? oh wait. Now I remember. The Rocky Horror Picture show.
It changed the course of the rest of my life. And I don't mean "it changed me as a person lolz" I mean if I had never seen the movie I would be a completly different person with completly different friends going to a completly different college.
There's a story behind all of it, that involves a fish. If you're interested I'll tell you. But I think this entry is long and incoherant enough. with plenty of spelling and grammar mistakes to last a lifetime. And lets not forget embarassing typos.