Jul 02, 2006 18:06
So I am getting really tired of stuff just going different ways. I really do wish I had a roadmap of my life. Cause I want to know what I am suppose to do.
Everytime I figure out what I want it goes away and I so sick and tired of that. How much more stuff can be taken away from me?
Every time I decide that I want something, something happens and I loose it. I am tired of it. For once I just want to be able to keep the dream that I picture.
I would say that I have done remarkably well considering how I have lost some of my dreams, but really where does the loosing stop?