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Why can't i find a hole that I can crawl into? I want my life to move on but all it does is move backwards or stall.
Yeah I am graduating and I am suppose to be happy about that, but i am not. Everything I have worked for feels useless. What happened to the life I planned? My dreams and visions I had. I can't spend more then a few hours not feeling sorry for myself and stressing out about shit.
FUCK I hate this year, I hate this shit, and most of all I FUCKING HIM and his dam family. Just leave us alone before you do something else.
To top all this hsit off I need to try and find an apartment. Cause I can't not live with my grandmother for ever. Because if I do someone is gonna die or get seriously bitched at. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Yeah I am graduating and I am suppose to be happy about that, but i am not. Everything I have worked for feels useless. What happened to the life I planned? My dreams and visions I had. I can't spend more then a few hours not feeling sorry for myself and stressing out about shit.
FUCK I hate this year, I hate this shit, and most of all I FUCKING HIM and his dam family. Just leave us alone before you do something else.
To top all this hsit off I need to try and find an apartment. Cause I can't not live with my grandmother for ever. Because if I do someone is gonna die or get seriously bitched at. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh