Jul 29, 2010 22:23
Changed my avatar here (off topic: not a fan of the movie). Anyway, I figure since I am pretty much all Chlollie, all the time here with a side dish of Smallville .. my picture should reflect that.
Now to the topic at hand, porn is that secret vice you have.. you spend way too much time looking at it, thinking about it, making your own (for me it's fanvids). You hide it from your friends and family, don't want them to catch you in the act, see your with your obsession. That's Chlollie to me; most pleasurable guilt ;-)
I have fallen in love with Chlollie. It's real to me, which is why I rant and rave about the show and its failings at times. I feel compelled to stick up for them, protect them, praise them, all of it.
I am completely hooked, love being places where there is a lot of Chlollie love, even if my doubts and fears are such a drag. I pretty much have forsaken all other "hobbies" and interests, and I kind of like it. Have not felt a 'ship like this in forever, which I am sure many of you understand. I can't get enough of them, which is probably why I don't read fanfic; I'd get lost in it. Sigh.
That's all for now. Later.