Gosh It's Cold
I don't want it to get any colder than this until mid-december... then it can start to snow... then we all can go skiing and have a fun time. Until then... I don't want to freeze anymore.
My Dad took out the gas fireplace and now we're burning wood x.x'' which means... we have to start chopping wood soon. Oh you can't even IMAGINE how excited I am. It also means that this house is going to freeze during the day and all afternoon until my Dad gets home. Oh how I miss the wonderful gas fireplace heh.
Alright alright =Þ 'nuff of my complaining.
I can't bare to have Graham on my blocked list. You don't put the one you love dearly on block now do you *lol* No, I dhun think you do. Even though hearing about his frolics and all these girls he takes to homecoming greatly... thrills me (yeah, pfft =Þ) There is no reason for him to be on block. So there... he's back in business on my buddy list =^^= where he should be.
My sex is better than Myah's... (inside joke =Þ) I had to say it. She gave me a perty metal thin-like bracelet today awwwww
I need more prisma markers X.x'' the primary colors are just no longer enough!!! Tomorrow I'll probably get a couple more ^______^
Mini Gackt's got a DA account *dances* =^^= how exciting. I sure hope no one takes his work O_O;; He's awesome at what he does. ^^; I'm not jynxing him though... I hope x.x''
Gosh... I dhunn wanna do my homework... *sigh* but I must... it is required.
I'm thinking about dropping my Algebra 2 class and getting into Marine Bio. and if they don't accept me... Art 3 w/Wilborn who I'm nearly certain will accept me. I'm just not doing any good in math. I think I understand it... but then all my tests say I don't ;-; meow
I don't want to write in this thing anymore either... I think I write in here only because heh... I don't have anyone to really vent to. Myah and I are kind of secretive towards each other in this sense... we don't really get deep into each others personal lives outside of ourselves. I'm always helping Brittany with her issues... and she's not really much help with mine... we're far too different. Shalane and I again... are far too different. Pat and I don't talk too much anymore... he means as much to me as he always has but we've been busy and other things keep us from getting into those good 'ol in-depth conversations. Big Mike is never on when I'm on ;-; I miss him. Doug heh... has been gone for months now. Everyone else I'm not really that close with... except for Graham... who is kind of avoiding the topics all together ^^; He was the one who I always told everything to... but now the majority of my vents are about him... I don't expect him really to feel comfortable about that... how could he ^^;
I remember after Doug and I had gone our seperate ways I was slowly realizing that Graham is the one for me. Yet at the same time... didn't want to make myself easy, I didn't know what to really expect if I did go back to him, I thought it would be kind of weak of me to do such a thing, and whooooole bunch of other reasons. After close to a month... I lost my gap. Graham... I don't want to say anymore.
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~Neko