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As I take a look at some of my previous entries where I am bitching about my own teen angst, my own problems with my family, friends and so called love life. I finally take a look around, outside my own life and I suddenly realize how good I have it. I have my health, I have some of the coolest friends in the world, like Jenny, Cat, Brent, Tori, and a bunch of others(ironically only one is a guy) and I shouldnt complain. I knwo it could be worse, but I just needed to talk to someone who had it worse to realize how bad it could be. Although she did say no, the maybe later is definitely a good sign. And Brent and Tori are happy and Cat sure does seem to be more chipper nowadays(SWEET!!) so my life is going great. I have been sick so I have bad grades already but nothing I cant make up, I know it may have hurt. But it wasnt the first time my heart was broken.... and it probably wont be the last. I havent heard from Jenny or had a real conversation with he rin two weeks... that really really sucks.
I have decided that instead of blaring my teen angst style sadness over this chanel I will save it for only the good things, because nobody likes sadness. I hope that doesnt sound too gay, but whatever.
Jenny, Call me damnit I lost your number(my battery died and lost all my numbers I didnt have saved) and one of them was yours.
I have decided that instead of blaring my teen angst style sadness over this chanel I will save it for only the good things, because nobody likes sadness. I hope that doesnt sound too gay, but whatever.
Jenny, Call me damnit I lost your number(my battery died and lost all my numbers I didnt have saved) and one of them was yours.