@setRyan.spineless.to.10
Well, peoples it's official, I am spineless. I cant do it, I am such a big fucking coward, great self image aint it?
well what has happened this weekend? Well, my Grandpa who I think I am close too has cancer, I have only told Brent so far, but I guess everyone needs to know. Um, my mom is sick and is not being very nice to me, cant imagine why. My schedule for class sucks, but I guess I willl just have to deal with it now, I guess. I get to see Jenny often, which is nice. Prolly one of the few brightspots in my life right now. Thoughts drag me down, I think about them too much and than i cant do it, I really cant. all well, pent up feelings, nowhere for them to go, whats the worse that could happen? I live my life one day at a time, not knowing what is happening next, I like it that way, spontaneous is good and people have to recognize that and deal with it, because I am not going to change to conform to what they want out of me, expecially those who I dont even like. I am gonna go, I think jenny is gonna call me to see if she wants to me to get her from work, better call her to find out. Talk to you all later.
well what has happened this weekend? Well, my Grandpa who I think I am close too has cancer, I have only told Brent so far, but I guess everyone needs to know. Um, my mom is sick and is not being very nice to me, cant imagine why. My schedule for class sucks, but I guess I willl just have to deal with it now, I guess. I get to see Jenny often, which is nice. Prolly one of the few brightspots in my life right now. Thoughts drag me down, I think about them too much and than i cant do it, I really cant. all well, pent up feelings, nowhere for them to go, whats the worse that could happen? I live my life one day at a time, not knowing what is happening next, I like it that way, spontaneous is good and people have to recognize that and deal with it, because I am not going to change to conform to what they want out of me, expecially those who I dont even like. I am gonna go, I think jenny is gonna call me to see if she wants to me to get her from work, better call her to find out. Talk to you all later.