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Dec 27, 2005 23:11

I have no idea why i am updating this, nobody checks it. I have been pretty bored, but after christmas with my money i went out and bought an engine. It is pretty cool, a 396. I hate how I post only half of what i want to say, keepng the other half back inside me. Buut the things i want to say are not things anybody on this earth would want to hear. So i keep it bundled inside.What else is going on in my life?
Not too much i guess, besides the odd feeling that jenny is mad/upset with me. i wonder what I did. I need to talk to someone, someoe who will just shut up after I tell them. Someof these things I have to say involve my friends, so i cant go to most of them. I just cant keep it inside mo i feel like I am gonna exlode.
It is sad,when you can sleep for 12 and a half hour, get up and still be tired. I ddnt even stay up late, I just seriously have nothing to do anymore. I cant tell them how I feel, I cant tell them what I feel. I am in this all alone, i am in something I cant do on my own. but I cant call on my friends. What am I to do? I need help, i am gonna go find someone to talk to.
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