Ryan.... confused.... not knowing what to do
Okay, now that I have kind of sat around and thoght about it. I think I might drive to Pueblo, leave the stereo off and all, just so i can think. I sit for like 5 minutes and than I have to go do something and it gets really annoying. in other news we (mostly kevin and my dad) got the 82 running. it sounds really good. I feel bad though for them doing all the work while I was at a movie and Brent's place. So i am gonna do somethiing nice for them, soon. I am sitting here, talking to a girl from Central. She is pretty cool, for someone who randomly messaged me last week. I also figured out some interesting news.... which I will tell certain people i want to know later. That was a dumb piece of info too put in there, but i felt like it so ha! Jenny and Kev are in town so I am having a lot of fun. I guess jenny is back for good, she is going to find out if she got a job tomorrow. I really hope she get s it, nobody more deserving than her. With Christmas just around the corner, i am no more excited than when I talked about it in july. Christmas has lost it's spark, i dont know why. I might invite Jenny over to my grandparents for Christmas, because I dont think she has anything else to do. And because I think of her as family.
I have decided that life is too short to be mad at people all the time, so I cant stay mad at Kari. Even more good news, that has bugged me for a long time, too.
I am listening to the used, thinking about all the concerts I want to go to, but prolly wont go to. I need to get a job, i have applied at a few places but have not gotten a call back, so that sucks. My cars are doing pretty good, prolly 1/3 of the way finished with my ultra large 3-car plan. I am thinking once I get a job the chevelle will become the center of my attention, then the mustang. And I will keep the trans am around just as a backup if something happens, god forbid.
I have been hanging around Kev a lot, I miss him so much. I want to visit him up inboston but alas, the dinero avoids me of doing that. I miss Lex too, she never gets on AIM, she always has the answer too any question I might have. So I miss her help and being able to talk to her.
As for my last post, that is why i want to go driving to pueblo to think. I never saw it until like.... a month ago, and now it is blatantly obvious it is hard for me too think i didnt see that.
I need to go to bed, i am tired and cranky. i am being irritated by the littlest thing, but thats okay, I should be getting a call from jenny. Maybe that will cheer me up.
I have decided that life is too short to be mad at people all the time, so I cant stay mad at Kari. Even more good news, that has bugged me for a long time, too.
I am listening to the used, thinking about all the concerts I want to go to, but prolly wont go to. I need to get a job, i have applied at a few places but have not gotten a call back, so that sucks. My cars are doing pretty good, prolly 1/3 of the way finished with my ultra large 3-car plan. I am thinking once I get a job the chevelle will become the center of my attention, then the mustang. And I will keep the trans am around just as a backup if something happens, god forbid.
I have been hanging around Kev a lot, I miss him so much. I want to visit him up inboston but alas, the dinero avoids me of doing that. I miss Lex too, she never gets on AIM, she always has the answer too any question I might have. So I miss her help and being able to talk to her.
As for my last post, that is why i want to go driving to pueblo to think. I never saw it until like.... a month ago, and now it is blatantly obvious it is hard for me too think i didnt see that.
I need to go to bed, i am tired and cranky. i am being irritated by the littlest thing, but thats okay, I should be getting a call from jenny. Maybe that will cheer me up.