The Light That I'd Bless 28/??
Author: mybabci a/k/a vintagelamb
Title: The Light that I Bless
Genre/Type: Fix-it Romance with some angst sprinkled in here, there and everywhere
Rating: NC-17 for this chapter
Characters/Pairings: Luke/Reid...who else is there?
Disclaimers: I own nothing, I know nothing
Warning: A healthy dose of angst. It's not always going to be rainbows and unicorns, friends. But it will all be fixed!
WARNING. RATING CHANGE TO NC-17 FOR THIS CHAPTER. WARNING.
Chapter 28
Tell me that there’s nothing between the two of you, Reid. I think I need you to tell me that even if it‘s not true.
Reid hesitated, warring with himself. He wanted to tell Luke that he was moving on, that his and Luke’s connection was severed, but he’d never been a man who was comfortable with dishonesty, and looking into Luke’s eyes, he found that he couldn’t change that now.
I wish I could lie to you and tell you that there is, but I can’t do it. There is nothing more between Greg and I than something vaguely resembling friendship…and even that is questionable. I tried…fuck, I tried.
Luke’s body nearly buckled with relief, but he forced himself to stand tall and self-assured.
I want you, Reid. So much. And I know you want me too. I look at this room, at that bed, and I can‘t help but think about the things we missed out on sharing.
Just let me love you.
Reid shook his head.
Luke, we can’t. You can’t. This isn’t who you are. Noah…
Luke interrupted him.
Yes, we can, Reid. Don’t you get it? We have to…this is our time. Noah has nothing to do with this.
Reid’s breathing quickened, his pulse echoed in his temples. His hand continued its gentle caress of Luke’s cheek, while their chests heaved in unison.
Luke felt like this was his opportunity to show Reid just what he felt for him. He knew that words were less potent right now.
He reached out and grabbed Reid by the back of the head, pulling him against his chest, his mouth seeking Reid’s. As their lips met, Luke opened his mouth to caress Reid’s lips with his tongue, and then, as Reid’s lips parted, he pushed his tongue possessively into Reid’s mouth, massaging the other man’s with gentle licks.
He felt Reid’s breath hitch and his own body pulsated in response. Reid’s other hand came up and he firmly held Luke’s face, while their lips continued to meld together, tongues tangling for dominance.
Never breaking contact with Reid’s mouth, Luke brought his hands to the collar of Reid’s shirt and slowly started to unbutton it. Reid‘s body stiffened in response.
Shhh…Reid. Please, let me…I need this.
Reid wanted to be the noble one, to stop this before it went too far…but he didn’t have the strength to fight this, he wanted it too much and he’d wanted it for too long.
The sudden tension in Reid’s body released and Luke continued opening his shirt. When he’d unhooked the last button, he reached his hands up to Reid’s chest and caressed the smooth skin as he pushed the shirt off his shoulders. He broke contact with Reid’s mouth and ducked his head to run his lips and tongue across Reid’s collarbone and then dipped lower to place open kisses over Reid’s chest.
Reid gasped as Luke captured one nipple in his mouth and laved it with his tongue. The sound of Reid’s pleasure elicited a groan from Luke, bringing him back up to once again capture Reid’s mouth with his own, while pulling the shirt down off Reid’s arms.
Once he’d dispensed with the shirt, Luke brought his arms around Reid’s tight, lean torso and ran his hands up Reid’s back, reveling in the dichotomy of tight muscle and soft skin. Reid’s body quivered under Luke’s hands as his tongue dipped in and out of Luke’s mouth. His breathing was unsteady, and Luke broke the kiss to give them both a moment to catch their breath.
He pressed his forehead to Reid’s and just took in every contour of his face. He searched Reid’s eyes for acknowledgment that he wanted this as much as Luke did. And the unguarded desire he saw there shot a tightness down Luke’s body in immediate response, his erection straining against his jeans.
God, Reid, you are so beautiful. I’ve dreamt about this for so long.
Reid pulled Luke back in and crushed his lips against his own, his hands moving down Luke’s body to capture the hem of his shirt. As he started to slowly lift Luke’s shirt up, Luke’s own hands came down and quickly assisted Reid in removing the shirt up and over his head. Reid sucked in his breath at Luke’s obvious need and slammed their bodies together, heaving chest against heaving chest, their mouths never breaking contact.
Reid brought one hand up to run his fingers through the hair on the back of Luke’s head, feeling the silky strands caress his palm and digging his fingers gently into Luke’s scalp, trying desperately in vain to push them even closer.
His other hand smoothed the soft hair on Luke’s chest, his thumb flicking Luke’s right nipple, causing it to harden as Luke trembled. He felt Luke’s hands travel down his back, kneading at the muscles on the way to the waistband of his jeans. Luke dipped one hand down under the fabric to run his long middle finger into the crease that ran down Reid’s ass.
He felt Reid gasp and then try to pull away.
Luke, what are we doing….
Luke pulled Reid’s lips back to his own and whispered into them.
We’re doing what we’ve both wanted to do since the first time we laid eyes on each other. Don’t stop now, Reid, not when we’re finally this close. We both need this to happen.
Reid’s tongue met Luke’s in silent acquiescence and Luke continued to move his hand down the back of Reid’s jeans. With his other hand, he reached between them, shakily unbuttoned the jeans and slowly drew the zipper down. Then he brought both hands to Reid’s side and pushed Reid’s jeans down below his ass.
Luke tore his lips from Reid’s and leisurely trailed them down Reid’s neck, to his chest and then to Reid’s taut stomach. He paused there to gently circle Reid’s belly button, and feeling Reid’s sharp intake of breath, he languidly dipped his tongue in, moaning as he felt Reid’s erection against his chest.
Now on his knees, Luke continued his travels even lower and placed light kisses down until he came to Reid’s cock, mouthing it through the fabric of his black boxer briefs. Reid’s hands reached down to still Luke’s head.
Luke…don’t…we can’t…
Luke looked up from his position on his knees and locked his blown eyes with Reid’s.
Reid…we can…we have to…
He watched Reid close his eyes and throw his head back as his hands guided Luke’s head back to continue his ministrations. Luke reached his hands up to the waistband and pulled Reid’s underwear down to meet the jeans that were now pooled on the floor.
He then dipped his head down to finally taste Reid. He flicked his tongue along the head, glorying in the salty drops that had gathered there. He ran his tongue down to the base and back up. He repeated this route a few more times before he bent further down and captured Reid’s balls in his mouth, running gentle circles over first one and then the other, lightly sucking and pulling at them.
Reid’s hand then brought Luke’s head up to guide him back to his erection. Luke opened his mouth over the head and slowly suckled it, running his tongue back and forth along the slit and then lapping all around it. He heard Reid moan loudly as he unhurriedly swallowed his shaft, his tongue trailing down to the base. When Reid finally filled his mouth, Luke held him there for a few seconds without moving, and then slowly swallowed, Reid’s head massaging the back of his throat.
Reid’s entire body jerked and Luke slowly pulled his mouth up to the top and then back down again. He brought his hand up to massage Reid’s balls, allowing his fingers to reach out to rub along his perineum, his thumb trailing back and forth over each perfect globe.
As his one hand continued its exploration of Reid’s two orbs, his other reached around to rub Reid’s perfect ass, moving from one smooth mound to the other before once again dipping a finger into the crack. He then reached the other hand around to spread Reid so that he could gain better access.
Reid obliged by shifting his legs further apart and Luke brought his hand to his own mouth and covered his finger with his saliva before moving it back under Reid, grazing his balls and reaching for Reid’s entrance. He rubbed at the puckered skin gently, eliciting groans of approval from his lover. Sensing Reid’s need for more, he slowly pressed his finger inside, stilling his hand once he’d entered. When he felt the muscles relax around him, he slowly moved his finger in and out as his mouth continued it’s worship.
Luke could not contain his own moans as he licked and sucked, tasting Reid in a way he’d only dreamed about. He kept the movements of his mouth and hands slow, as he was in no hurry for this to end. He’d envisioned making love to Reid Oliver more times than he could count and he wanted their first time to last.
It wasn’t long before Reid’s legs started to buckle and Luke could feel that he was nearly at the precipice. He reluctantly released him and slowly pulled his finger from Reid’s beautiful ass. Reid’s hands gently pulled Luke upwards by his hair, with Luke leaving open-mouthed kisses up his torso.
When their lips met again, Reid growled into Luke’s mouth, and reached his hand down to cup the bulge that was straining against Luke’s jeans. Luke thrust himself against Reid’s hand and Reid began massaging him up and down.
Luke eased his own hand down and guided Reid’s to the button of his jeans.
Luke…this…I never expected.…
Reid’s fingers shook as he unbuttoned Luke’s pants and slid the zipper down. He started to make his way down Luke’s body, eager to taste him as well.
But Luke grabbed him and pulled him back up before nuzzling his lips into Reid’s neck.
No, Reid…not this time. I won’t last more than a second if you put your mouth on me.
Just looking at you is nearly making me come and I don‘t want this to be over before it‘s even really started.
Luke moved his lips up Reid’s jaw and across his chin before capturing Reid’s mouth and flicking his tongue across Reid’s teeth. Reid nipped at Luke’s tongue and sucked it into his mouth, his hands pushing Luke’s pants and briefs down to release Luke‘s aching erection.
Reid took Luke in his hand and lightly skimmed the leaking head with his thumb. Luke bit down on Reid’s lower lip in response and Reid tightened his grip and began to stroke the shaft up and down. Luke’s hips moved with the rhythm of Reid’s hand, their lips not breaking contact.
Reid…mmmm…that feels so…fuck.
Luke moved his legs to force his jeans and briefs down to the floor and gingerly stepped out of them as Reid did the same. Both men pulled back for a moment to look each other up and down, each devouring the sight of the other man.
Luke brought Reid back to him and pressed his body flush against him, their erections touching, sending a bolt of electricity through each of them. Once again, Luke’s hands made their way to Reid’s smooth ass as he tried to press in even closer.
For his part, Reid’s hands seemed to be everywhere, rubbing down Luke’s back, gliding over his ass and then back up to begin the journey again, leaving tingling heat in their wake.
Luke broke the kiss and put his hands on Reid’s shoulders, whispering into Reid’s ear.
Turn around for me, Reid.
Luke leaned back to look into Reid’s eyes…nearly black with desire…a silent question in his own. Reid’s entire body vibrated in response as he slowly nodded his head.
Reid slowly turned so that his back was pressed against Luke’s chest. Luke bent his head and pressed wet kisses to the back of Reid’s neck and down his shoulders. His hands moved down Reid’s arms and snaked across his tight abs before one hand ascended up to caress Reid’s chest, while the other made it’s way down to grasp Reid in his fist.
Reid reached his hands back and grabbed the sides of Luke’s round ass, pulling him in closer, Luke’s throbbing erection rubbing up and down the crack of Reid’s ass.
Please…Luke…I need…
Luke slowly moved the two men toward the bed and directed Reid to lie down. Luke climbed in beside him, turning Reid’s body so that Reid’s ass was settled into the curve of Luke’s groin. Once again, Luke brought a finger to his mouth and proceeded to trail it down Reid’s back to the crack of his ass. As Reid moved his legs to allow Luke’s finger to find it’s destination, Luke groaned and ran his tongue along Reid’s ear.
You are so fucking hot. I want you so much…to own every part of you.
Reid moaned and turned his face toward Luke to take possession of Luke’s lips once again. Reid’s hand reached back to caress Luke’s face and then pull Luke closer as Luke’s finger slipped in and out of Reid’s entrance.
More, Luke…fuck, please…I need…
Luke broke their kiss and brought his hand back up to his mouth, this time sucking three fingers in and coating them before removing them and returning to Reid’s waiting hole.
I can taste you, Reid.
He slipped two fingers in and, when he felt Reid keening, the third joined them, plunging in and out, and spreading apart to prepare Reid for what was to come.
His mouth never leaving Reid’s, he carefully removed his fingers, much to Reid’s vocal disappointment. He continued to massage the entrance for a moment longer and then turned his body to reach for the nightstand drawer. He wondered if Reid would question his preparedness. Luke had hoped that he and Reid would end up in this place and he’d made sure that everything they needed would be available to them…absolutely no more cock-blockers.
Their bodies lost contact briefly while Luke retrieved what was needed, and both men gasped sharply at the lack of warmth, Reid’s body subconsciously trying to squirm its way back to Luke’s.
Luke quickly got what he needed and pulled Reid back toward him, Reid‘s ass once again fitting into the curve of Luke‘s body, eliciting a sigh from the other man. Luke quickly tore the wrapper open and rolled the condom down onto his aching need. Reid reached behind and took the lube from Luke and poured it out into his hand, then ran his hand down Luke’s erection, coating it to get it ready.
Are you sure, Reid? This isn’t how I thought this would…I just need to be inside you. I need to make you mine.
When Reid responded by slightly bringing up his leg to offer Luke access to him, Luke brought his mouth down on Reid’s shoulder, biting down…leaving a mark. Reid gasped and reached behind himself to guide Luke inside him.
Once he’d pushed in, Luke forced himself to still, giving Reid time to adjust to the intrusion. He heard Reid take a few shallow breaths, and then he felt Reid grasp his ass to pull him in as far as he could go. Reid pushed back on Luke’s hip, to pull him out, only to grab his ass to push him back in immediately. They continued like this for a few seconds before Luke had to hold himself still inside Reid.
Luke had never felt anything like it. He’d never moved inside a man and he fought to keep control. He licked and nipped up and down Reid’s neck and shoulder, leaving marks that he’d gently soothe with his tongue. Slowly, he started to move inside Reid again. He rotated his hips slowly to find the spot he was looking for and was rewarded when Reid cried out with pleasure. Luke locked his hips so that he could continue hitting Reid’s prostate with every thrust.
Reid tipped his head back to capture Luke’s mouth once again, and their tongues flicked in rhythm with their bodies’ movements. Luke’s hand traveled down Reid’s chest and past his stomach to capture his leaking erection. He gently swiped the head with his thumb and brought it up to his lips, causing Reid to shudder with want. He then took the lube and poured a little on his hand and quickly returned to finish what he’d started.
As Luke pushed in and out of Reid’s ass, his hand gripped Reid’s erection, moving smoothly up and down. Reid’s body bucked, riding Luke until Luke could no longer hold back.
He pulled harder on Reid, desperate to orchestrate it so that they could orgasm together, and as he felt Reid’s body jerk and his erection pulsate, he allowed himself to explode inside him.
When he’d completely milked Reid dry, he drew both arms around the other man in a tight embrace, as if to keep him from disappearing. He desperately wanted to wrap himself around Reid and hold him there.
Reid…that was…I love you.
Luke felt the tears fill his eyes and he desperately tried to hold them back. He didn’t want to scare Reid off with an emotional display. He knew how much Reid hated tears.
Luke had no way of knowing that the man in his arms was doing the same.
A/N...I think I might be having a stroke. I am a nervous wreck about posting this chapter, but I wrote it, it's a part of the story, so here you have it. I want to send out a big fat kiss to jacob1206 for her encouragement and willingness to hold my hand through this process. She was my beta for this chapter (look at me, all fancy, with a beta person), so if it's awful, blame her for letting me post it. Heehee. Seriously, jacob, you're totally my boo.
Title: The Light that I Bless
Genre/Type: Fix-it Romance with some angst sprinkled in here, there and everywhere
Rating: NC-17 for this chapter
Characters/Pairings: Luke/Reid...who else is there?
Disclaimers: I own nothing, I know nothing
Warning: A healthy dose of angst. It's not always going to be rainbows and unicorns, friends. But it will all be fixed!
WARNING. RATING CHANGE TO NC-17 FOR THIS CHAPTER. WARNING.
Chapter 28
Tell me that there’s nothing between the two of you, Reid. I think I need you to tell me that even if it‘s not true.
Reid hesitated, warring with himself. He wanted to tell Luke that he was moving on, that his and Luke’s connection was severed, but he’d never been a man who was comfortable with dishonesty, and looking into Luke’s eyes, he found that he couldn’t change that now.
I wish I could lie to you and tell you that there is, but I can’t do it. There is nothing more between Greg and I than something vaguely resembling friendship…and even that is questionable. I tried…fuck, I tried.
Luke’s body nearly buckled with relief, but he forced himself to stand tall and self-assured.
I want you, Reid. So much. And I know you want me too. I look at this room, at that bed, and I can‘t help but think about the things we missed out on sharing.
Just let me love you.
Reid shook his head.
Luke, we can’t. You can’t. This isn’t who you are. Noah…
Luke interrupted him.
Yes, we can, Reid. Don’t you get it? We have to…this is our time. Noah has nothing to do with this.
Reid’s breathing quickened, his pulse echoed in his temples. His hand continued its gentle caress of Luke’s cheek, while their chests heaved in unison.
Luke felt like this was his opportunity to show Reid just what he felt for him. He knew that words were less potent right now.
He reached out and grabbed Reid by the back of the head, pulling him against his chest, his mouth seeking Reid’s. As their lips met, Luke opened his mouth to caress Reid’s lips with his tongue, and then, as Reid’s lips parted, he pushed his tongue possessively into Reid’s mouth, massaging the other man’s with gentle licks.
He felt Reid’s breath hitch and his own body pulsated in response. Reid’s other hand came up and he firmly held Luke’s face, while their lips continued to meld together, tongues tangling for dominance.
Never breaking contact with Reid’s mouth, Luke brought his hands to the collar of Reid’s shirt and slowly started to unbutton it. Reid‘s body stiffened in response.
Shhh…Reid. Please, let me…I need this.
Reid wanted to be the noble one, to stop this before it went too far…but he didn’t have the strength to fight this, he wanted it too much and he’d wanted it for too long.
The sudden tension in Reid’s body released and Luke continued opening his shirt. When he’d unhooked the last button, he reached his hands up to Reid’s chest and caressed the smooth skin as he pushed the shirt off his shoulders. He broke contact with Reid’s mouth and ducked his head to run his lips and tongue across Reid’s collarbone and then dipped lower to place open kisses over Reid’s chest.
Reid gasped as Luke captured one nipple in his mouth and laved it with his tongue. The sound of Reid’s pleasure elicited a groan from Luke, bringing him back up to once again capture Reid’s mouth with his own, while pulling the shirt down off Reid’s arms.
Once he’d dispensed with the shirt, Luke brought his arms around Reid’s tight, lean torso and ran his hands up Reid’s back, reveling in the dichotomy of tight muscle and soft skin. Reid’s body quivered under Luke’s hands as his tongue dipped in and out of Luke’s mouth. His breathing was unsteady, and Luke broke the kiss to give them both a moment to catch their breath.
He pressed his forehead to Reid’s and just took in every contour of his face. He searched Reid’s eyes for acknowledgment that he wanted this as much as Luke did. And the unguarded desire he saw there shot a tightness down Luke’s body in immediate response, his erection straining against his jeans.
God, Reid, you are so beautiful. I’ve dreamt about this for so long.
Reid pulled Luke back in and crushed his lips against his own, his hands moving down Luke’s body to capture the hem of his shirt. As he started to slowly lift Luke’s shirt up, Luke’s own hands came down and quickly assisted Reid in removing the shirt up and over his head. Reid sucked in his breath at Luke’s obvious need and slammed their bodies together, heaving chest against heaving chest, their mouths never breaking contact.
Reid brought one hand up to run his fingers through the hair on the back of Luke’s head, feeling the silky strands caress his palm and digging his fingers gently into Luke’s scalp, trying desperately in vain to push them even closer.
His other hand smoothed the soft hair on Luke’s chest, his thumb flicking Luke’s right nipple, causing it to harden as Luke trembled. He felt Luke’s hands travel down his back, kneading at the muscles on the way to the waistband of his jeans. Luke dipped one hand down under the fabric to run his long middle finger into the crease that ran down Reid’s ass.
He felt Reid gasp and then try to pull away.
Luke, what are we doing….
Luke pulled Reid’s lips back to his own and whispered into them.
We’re doing what we’ve both wanted to do since the first time we laid eyes on each other. Don’t stop now, Reid, not when we’re finally this close. We both need this to happen.
Reid’s tongue met Luke’s in silent acquiescence and Luke continued to move his hand down the back of Reid’s jeans. With his other hand, he reached between them, shakily unbuttoned the jeans and slowly drew the zipper down. Then he brought both hands to Reid’s side and pushed Reid’s jeans down below his ass.
Luke tore his lips from Reid’s and leisurely trailed them down Reid’s neck, to his chest and then to Reid’s taut stomach. He paused there to gently circle Reid’s belly button, and feeling Reid’s sharp intake of breath, he languidly dipped his tongue in, moaning as he felt Reid’s erection against his chest.
Now on his knees, Luke continued his travels even lower and placed light kisses down until he came to Reid’s cock, mouthing it through the fabric of his black boxer briefs. Reid’s hands reached down to still Luke’s head.
Luke…don’t…we can’t…
Luke looked up from his position on his knees and locked his blown eyes with Reid’s.
Reid…we can…we have to…
He watched Reid close his eyes and throw his head back as his hands guided Luke’s head back to continue his ministrations. Luke reached his hands up to the waistband and pulled Reid’s underwear down to meet the jeans that were now pooled on the floor.
He then dipped his head down to finally taste Reid. He flicked his tongue along the head, glorying in the salty drops that had gathered there. He ran his tongue down to the base and back up. He repeated this route a few more times before he bent further down and captured Reid’s balls in his mouth, running gentle circles over first one and then the other, lightly sucking and pulling at them.
Reid’s hand then brought Luke’s head up to guide him back to his erection. Luke opened his mouth over the head and slowly suckled it, running his tongue back and forth along the slit and then lapping all around it. He heard Reid moan loudly as he unhurriedly swallowed his shaft, his tongue trailing down to the base. When Reid finally filled his mouth, Luke held him there for a few seconds without moving, and then slowly swallowed, Reid’s head massaging the back of his throat.
Reid’s entire body jerked and Luke slowly pulled his mouth up to the top and then back down again. He brought his hand up to massage Reid’s balls, allowing his fingers to reach out to rub along his perineum, his thumb trailing back and forth over each perfect globe.
As his one hand continued its exploration of Reid’s two orbs, his other reached around to rub Reid’s perfect ass, moving from one smooth mound to the other before once again dipping a finger into the crack. He then reached the other hand around to spread Reid so that he could gain better access.
Reid obliged by shifting his legs further apart and Luke brought his hand to his own mouth and covered his finger with his saliva before moving it back under Reid, grazing his balls and reaching for Reid’s entrance. He rubbed at the puckered skin gently, eliciting groans of approval from his lover. Sensing Reid’s need for more, he slowly pressed his finger inside, stilling his hand once he’d entered. When he felt the muscles relax around him, he slowly moved his finger in and out as his mouth continued it’s worship.
Luke could not contain his own moans as he licked and sucked, tasting Reid in a way he’d only dreamed about. He kept the movements of his mouth and hands slow, as he was in no hurry for this to end. He’d envisioned making love to Reid Oliver more times than he could count and he wanted their first time to last.
It wasn’t long before Reid’s legs started to buckle and Luke could feel that he was nearly at the precipice. He reluctantly released him and slowly pulled his finger from Reid’s beautiful ass. Reid’s hands gently pulled Luke upwards by his hair, with Luke leaving open-mouthed kisses up his torso.
When their lips met again, Reid growled into Luke’s mouth, and reached his hand down to cup the bulge that was straining against Luke’s jeans. Luke thrust himself against Reid’s hand and Reid began massaging him up and down.
Luke eased his own hand down and guided Reid’s to the button of his jeans.
Luke…this…I never expected.…
Reid’s fingers shook as he unbuttoned Luke’s pants and slid the zipper down. He started to make his way down Luke’s body, eager to taste him as well.
But Luke grabbed him and pulled him back up before nuzzling his lips into Reid’s neck.
No, Reid…not this time. I won’t last more than a second if you put your mouth on me.
Just looking at you is nearly making me come and I don‘t want this to be over before it‘s even really started.
Luke moved his lips up Reid’s jaw and across his chin before capturing Reid’s mouth and flicking his tongue across Reid’s teeth. Reid nipped at Luke’s tongue and sucked it into his mouth, his hands pushing Luke’s pants and briefs down to release Luke‘s aching erection.
Reid took Luke in his hand and lightly skimmed the leaking head with his thumb. Luke bit down on Reid’s lower lip in response and Reid tightened his grip and began to stroke the shaft up and down. Luke’s hips moved with the rhythm of Reid’s hand, their lips not breaking contact.
Reid…mmmm…that feels so…fuck.
Luke moved his legs to force his jeans and briefs down to the floor and gingerly stepped out of them as Reid did the same. Both men pulled back for a moment to look each other up and down, each devouring the sight of the other man.
Luke brought Reid back to him and pressed his body flush against him, their erections touching, sending a bolt of electricity through each of them. Once again, Luke’s hands made their way to Reid’s smooth ass as he tried to press in even closer.
For his part, Reid’s hands seemed to be everywhere, rubbing down Luke’s back, gliding over his ass and then back up to begin the journey again, leaving tingling heat in their wake.
Luke broke the kiss and put his hands on Reid’s shoulders, whispering into Reid’s ear.
Turn around for me, Reid.
Luke leaned back to look into Reid’s eyes…nearly black with desire…a silent question in his own. Reid’s entire body vibrated in response as he slowly nodded his head.
Reid slowly turned so that his back was pressed against Luke’s chest. Luke bent his head and pressed wet kisses to the back of Reid’s neck and down his shoulders. His hands moved down Reid’s arms and snaked across his tight abs before one hand ascended up to caress Reid’s chest, while the other made it’s way down to grasp Reid in his fist.
Reid reached his hands back and grabbed the sides of Luke’s round ass, pulling him in closer, Luke’s throbbing erection rubbing up and down the crack of Reid’s ass.
Please…Luke…I need…
Luke slowly moved the two men toward the bed and directed Reid to lie down. Luke climbed in beside him, turning Reid’s body so that Reid’s ass was settled into the curve of Luke’s groin. Once again, Luke brought a finger to his mouth and proceeded to trail it down Reid’s back to the crack of his ass. As Reid moved his legs to allow Luke’s finger to find it’s destination, Luke groaned and ran his tongue along Reid’s ear.
You are so fucking hot. I want you so much…to own every part of you.
Reid moaned and turned his face toward Luke to take possession of Luke’s lips once again. Reid’s hand reached back to caress Luke’s face and then pull Luke closer as Luke’s finger slipped in and out of Reid’s entrance.
More, Luke…fuck, please…I need…
Luke broke their kiss and brought his hand back up to his mouth, this time sucking three fingers in and coating them before removing them and returning to Reid’s waiting hole.
I can taste you, Reid.
He slipped two fingers in and, when he felt Reid keening, the third joined them, plunging in and out, and spreading apart to prepare Reid for what was to come.
His mouth never leaving Reid’s, he carefully removed his fingers, much to Reid’s vocal disappointment. He continued to massage the entrance for a moment longer and then turned his body to reach for the nightstand drawer. He wondered if Reid would question his preparedness. Luke had hoped that he and Reid would end up in this place and he’d made sure that everything they needed would be available to them…absolutely no more cock-blockers.
Their bodies lost contact briefly while Luke retrieved what was needed, and both men gasped sharply at the lack of warmth, Reid’s body subconsciously trying to squirm its way back to Luke’s.
Luke quickly got what he needed and pulled Reid back toward him, Reid‘s ass once again fitting into the curve of Luke‘s body, eliciting a sigh from the other man. Luke quickly tore the wrapper open and rolled the condom down onto his aching need. Reid reached behind and took the lube from Luke and poured it out into his hand, then ran his hand down Luke’s erection, coating it to get it ready.
Are you sure, Reid? This isn’t how I thought this would…I just need to be inside you. I need to make you mine.
When Reid responded by slightly bringing up his leg to offer Luke access to him, Luke brought his mouth down on Reid’s shoulder, biting down…leaving a mark. Reid gasped and reached behind himself to guide Luke inside him.
Once he’d pushed in, Luke forced himself to still, giving Reid time to adjust to the intrusion. He heard Reid take a few shallow breaths, and then he felt Reid grasp his ass to pull him in as far as he could go. Reid pushed back on Luke’s hip, to pull him out, only to grab his ass to push him back in immediately. They continued like this for a few seconds before Luke had to hold himself still inside Reid.
Luke had never felt anything like it. He’d never moved inside a man and he fought to keep control. He licked and nipped up and down Reid’s neck and shoulder, leaving marks that he’d gently soothe with his tongue. Slowly, he started to move inside Reid again. He rotated his hips slowly to find the spot he was looking for and was rewarded when Reid cried out with pleasure. Luke locked his hips so that he could continue hitting Reid’s prostate with every thrust.
Reid tipped his head back to capture Luke’s mouth once again, and their tongues flicked in rhythm with their bodies’ movements. Luke’s hand traveled down Reid’s chest and past his stomach to capture his leaking erection. He gently swiped the head with his thumb and brought it up to his lips, causing Reid to shudder with want. He then took the lube and poured a little on his hand and quickly returned to finish what he’d started.
As Luke pushed in and out of Reid’s ass, his hand gripped Reid’s erection, moving smoothly up and down. Reid’s body bucked, riding Luke until Luke could no longer hold back.
He pulled harder on Reid, desperate to orchestrate it so that they could orgasm together, and as he felt Reid’s body jerk and his erection pulsate, he allowed himself to explode inside him.
When he’d completely milked Reid dry, he drew both arms around the other man in a tight embrace, as if to keep him from disappearing. He desperately wanted to wrap himself around Reid and hold him there.
Reid…that was…I love you.
Luke felt the tears fill his eyes and he desperately tried to hold them back. He didn’t want to scare Reid off with an emotional display. He knew how much Reid hated tears.
Luke had no way of knowing that the man in his arms was doing the same.
A/N...I think I might be having a stroke. I am a nervous wreck about posting this chapter, but I wrote it, it's a part of the story, so here you have it. I want to send out a big fat kiss to jacob1206 for her encouragement and willingness to hold my hand through this process. She was my beta for this chapter (look at me, all fancy, with a beta person), so if it's awful, blame her for letting me post it. Heehee. Seriously, jacob, you're totally my boo.