A year in partial reflection
From my June 8th Captains log (shuuut uuup)
Been a year since I've had the house to myself. The last year has flown by so fast, it's taken my breath away. So much has happened. (I no longer feel the need to supress my personality). I've learned so much about myself and grown as a person. That means I've had to deal not only with each and every awakening, but every extreme backlash (and regression in behaviour) connected to this growth. It's crazy to have started over at 40..but inevitable. I've found it to be a gift. I have found myself again. I sincerly hope that since leaving, he has taken the opportunities and has grown and become a better person as well. Not only have I got my "muchness" back, so to speak, I've grown spiritually , had some profound experiences, and have met a wonderful man whom things just wouldnt be the same without. In this little amoun of time, we've been through a couple things together and have taught eachother a few things. I cant imagine not having him around. For the first time in my life, I am opening myself up to the options and possibilities available to me. Things I never thought of considering seem like a possoble distant promise My world, for once, is open
Been a year since I've had the house to myself. The last year has flown by so fast, it's taken my breath away. So much has happened. (I no longer feel the need to supress my personality). I've learned so much about myself and grown as a person. That means I've had to deal not only with each and every awakening, but every extreme backlash (and regression in behaviour) connected to this growth. It's crazy to have started over at 40..but inevitable. I've found it to be a gift. I have found myself again. I sincerly hope that since leaving, he has taken the opportunities and has grown and become a better person as well. Not only have I got my "muchness" back, so to speak, I've grown spiritually , had some profound experiences, and have met a wonderful man whom things just wouldnt be the same without. In this little amoun of time, we've been through a couple things together and have taught eachother a few things. I cant imagine not having him around. For the first time in my life, I am opening myself up to the options and possibilities available to me. Things I never thought of considering seem like a possoble distant promise My world, for once, is open