saying "whats that behind your back"
Looking at old blog entries of people i admire. Catching up too the experiences they have had. I have A desire too experience it with them, too late for that. It happend months ago. They dont know me anymore. Just some of the many people one meets. I never sent them a card, so why should they send me one? Mabey i should have made a better effort to express my intrest in thier existence, we could have been friends. There is a always a person down the hall that we could kindle a relationship with. Male, female, the super intendent of the building even. Everyone i meet has a possibility of an evening over a drink and a thougth provoking talk. These Ecounters are a hard thing too come acrossed latly. I find myself thinking about the peolpe i have meet. How I could have been more involed, energretic, just plain interesting instead of looking forward the future people I will meet. The unkown conversations I could have if i was a little more outgoing. I wonder What it would be like too take Paxil. A Mind altering drug. Will my personality change as drasticly as a stick taking steroids?
I cant remeber your name. When i see you it makes me awcward to say Hi. sorry bout that. It a compex that a lot of people have. This is why I have a note book in my back pocket most of the time. Standing near, hoping you think im in deep thought about current affairs. In reality Im just hoping You need something moved. my man mussles are one of the things any new aquataince can take advantage of and it give me something too do Intead of stareing of into space. Yes im having a good time so you better not be thinking that wile you are staring at me. I am content with silence as well as a conversation. But fuck your Coke parties. I would rather watch reality tv. At least offer me a beer after driving you here. Im sure you can get a ride home w/ someone else cause in outta heerrree.
I cant remeber your name. When i see you it makes me awcward to say Hi. sorry bout that. It a compex that a lot of people have. This is why I have a note book in my back pocket most of the time. Standing near, hoping you think im in deep thought about current affairs. In reality Im just hoping You need something moved. my man mussles are one of the things any new aquataince can take advantage of and it give me something too do Intead of stareing of into space. Yes im having a good time so you better not be thinking that wile you are staring at me. I am content with silence as well as a conversation. But fuck your Coke parties. I would rather watch reality tv. At least offer me a beer after driving you here. Im sure you can get a ride home w/ someone else cause in outta heerrree.