I don't believe that actually happened.

Jul 31, 2004 00:48

I did something extremely regrettable that I shouldn't have.

It seems like I probably owe an apology to a lot of people. I was going to apologize to everyone that I offended, but I can't really remember (and I'm too scared to go find out), so: Anyone that I said something to, about, or concerning a couple of nights ago, please realize that I did not mean it, I didn't intend to hurt you, and I wasn't entirely myself.

Zach and Aurelia thank you. I think that I had fun, and I'm sorry if it's my fault that we all did such a stupid thing. I just - it's just probably better if I don't ever do anything like that again, and when I say I shouldn't have, I don't mean to imply that I shouldn't have been with you two, just that I shouldn't have gotten that drunk or anything else. Fun as it was.

Also. Erm. I seem to have some clothing here, that, well, isn't mine. It isn't Smith's, or Moon's, but they say that I was the one who borrowed it from someone. So, umm, if...? Could you please? I would greatly appreciate it. (Or if you have any idea who's clothing this is, I would also appreciate if you could tell me.)

Smith's relatives, picked us up, finally, and it didn't come to what I was afraid it might. Although Professor Lupin had to come to verify who I was, and he was most definitely not amused. I returned to the place that I had been previously staying for last evening, and I will not be returning to the apprenticeship with Professor Sinistra, due to my bad judgment and lack of responsibility. (And I don't deserve to either; I should have known better!)

I think they are right, I should never have let myself lose control in such a manner. I think I really screwed up a lot of things. I can't believe what I did, I just can't. How could I have been so stupid? I've made bad choices before, when it was near time, but this is the worst...
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