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Yes Iam posting...and whingeing...shocker.
so...whats been happening...working lots...with not off time as actualy using my days off appear to anathema to the natural order of things. but oh wait money yeah.
kinda if it wasnt minium wage.
Tried to go to werewolf the other day and surprise I had to work a shift and get screwed over by the busies and then the trains so didnt get there till 9 ...and promptly missed the right trian back so I had to crash with gemma and doug (who are the win for refrence very much so)
still haven't heard back from and interview for a job...eh statisticly Im not going to get into the second round of interviews.
and am generaly looking at diffrent work...hmmm oh which all ask for experience which I can't get till I get a job...look kids its a life time in the service industry.
blah oblivous parents etc etc.
so for refrence I quit. I just don't give a fuck anymore. I'm tired of caring about what happens..it can go hang at this point. really.
Now the last time I made a completely moany post was interest concern was made and things said. So there is no confusion. As follows
this is me Whine bitch complaining to the net like the other 80 % of livejournal does.
this does not mean I A) Give a flying fuck if you think I should get a grip and be a man or what ever term you want to use B) need a cuddle and a pat on the head or conseling or what ever the hell else.
It means Benji wants to let his rage bitterness guilty and general fuck the world feelings to stew and settle in his metal box of a head till he is ready to deal with it , let it out or go up a large building with a high power rifle or bow and see how his aim is at moving targets.
as previously said don't reading this is if you don't to want to listening to another rant.(would do a cut but I suck at those and never remember how to do them go me)
so...whats been happening...working lots...with not off time as actualy using my days off appear to anathema to the natural order of things. but oh wait money yeah.
kinda if it wasnt minium wage.
Tried to go to werewolf the other day and surprise I had to work a shift and get screwed over by the busies and then the trains so didnt get there till 9 ...and promptly missed the right trian back so I had to crash with gemma and doug (who are the win for refrence very much so)
still haven't heard back from and interview for a job...eh statisticly Im not going to get into the second round of interviews.
and am generaly looking at diffrent work...hmmm oh which all ask for experience which I can't get till I get a job...look kids its a life time in the service industry.
blah oblivous parents etc etc.
so for refrence I quit. I just don't give a fuck anymore. I'm tired of caring about what happens..it can go hang at this point. really.
Now the last time I made a completely moany post was interest concern was made and things said. So there is no confusion. As follows
this is me Whine bitch complaining to the net like the other 80 % of livejournal does.
this does not mean I A) Give a flying fuck if you think I should get a grip and be a man or what ever term you want to use B) need a cuddle and a pat on the head or conseling or what ever the hell else.
It means Benji wants to let his rage bitterness guilty and general fuck the world feelings to stew and settle in his metal box of a head till he is ready to deal with it , let it out or go up a large building with a high power rifle or bow and see how his aim is at moving targets.
as previously said don't reading this is if you don't to want to listening to another rant.(would do a cut but I suck at those and never remember how to do them go me)