Sep 16, 2005 01:00
so, I keep getting complaints from friends that I disappear too much...well call me a magician, because it's what I do.
sometimes I think about all the pain in the universe and it swells up inside of me and I can't let go.
one of my online friends told me that this is the greatest gift of humanity, compassion for everything within mother earth, the universe and beyond.
that we can't forget all the pain and suffering because we're all connected.
It makes me think of my aunt who died. I still like to think I commune with her spirit, I know I've definitely been in touch with her energy a few times since she died. And this isn't spooky at all, its really beautiful. Because even from beyond she makes me happy.
I'm thinking about getting a new kitten, I know that Shadow would be waaay jealous but still kittens are so cute, they are like pure happiness in a tiny fuzzy package. And maybe Shadow will lighten up a bit with some company...