Deep inside your soul there's a hole you don't wanna see...
i touched on it in another journal of mine but i am loathe to use that to express most things on my mind. here i do so more freely. not really sure why but i try not to question a good thing as i usually keep everything to myself as it is.
our friendship is fading fast. a person gets tired of always calling and never getting called in return. no, i am wrong. you called...to ask me to do something for her. but even those requests were easily transferred to another. so really those calls aside you never called. you rarely questioned, seemingly not having a desire to. if not for work and classes together you would not have even thought us to be friends. you made no effort to contact me when i stopped calling. a person gets tired of being your last resort when school breaks come around. i am mentally and physically exhausted and in need of downtime. fighting myself and fighting for our friendship alone has drained me and i'd really rather not anymore. we had already briefly talked about this where i told you how i felt. no response. so now i suppose it is time to take that as you walking away. it's sad. we were becoming closer, but i suppose in time my feelings about your lack of will bother me less and less. i talked to mcclain briefly about it and she said you would come around once you got off of your high of having a girlfriend. shame i won't be around to experience that. i quite literally don't have time to wait for you to realize that i do in fact exist. i suppose this could be called my two weeks notice in a way.
our friendship is fading fast. a person gets tired of always calling and never getting called in return. no, i am wrong. you called...to ask me to do something for her. but even those requests were easily transferred to another. so really those calls aside you never called. you rarely questioned, seemingly not having a desire to. if not for work and classes together you would not have even thought us to be friends. you made no effort to contact me when i stopped calling. a person gets tired of being your last resort when school breaks come around. i am mentally and physically exhausted and in need of downtime. fighting myself and fighting for our friendship alone has drained me and i'd really rather not anymore. we had already briefly talked about this where i told you how i felt. no response. so now i suppose it is time to take that as you walking away. it's sad. we were becoming closer, but i suppose in time my feelings about your lack of will bother me less and less. i talked to mcclain briefly about it and she said you would come around once you got off of your high of having a girlfriend. shame i won't be around to experience that. i quite literally don't have time to wait for you to realize that i do in fact exist. i suppose this could be called my two weeks notice in a way.