very bored. and i look like a fucking leper. and i feel like one. guh.

anyway...
( survey, right this way! )

so happy new year, i guess ( Read more... )

ack, SATs tomorrow... i think i'm gonna lose on the essay again. i can't write a good essay in 25 mins!!!! augh ( Read more... )

yeah sooo... dover is cancelled. i'm pissed... but i'm seeing it as this:
fate doesn't want me to ever see adam again

i'm hoping this is a good thing. i think it is... this way i won't get in trouble cuz i didn't kill anyone! *grin, twitch, grin*

uhm... i guess i don't have much else to say... other than...

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so yes, over the last two days i have been very... hormonal... lol i ate 2/3 of a 4.1 oz toblerone bar, i've had a good 1/3 of a Godiva bar, a Klondike bar (vanilla in, choc out), a cup (literal) of espresso chip ice cream, and a glass (as in one you drink out of) of fudge track ice cream. O_O the only "good" food i've had was a bowl of spaghetti ( Read more... )

*happy little sigh*

8pm-10pm = a little slice of heaven...

get back home and i remember why i left and why i'd rather be with his family... no matter how much his little brothers quarrel...

my shirt smells like him... mmmm...

sometimes i feel like work gets in the way of "us" time... i miss the summer...

band camp = over
me = "done" with band camp
him = teehee
last night = amazing
nearly no-notice band practices = fuckin sucky
tonight = awesome/sucky/funny/sucky(again)/amusing
tomorrow = damnit
tuesday = fun
wednesday = hahaha stupid 'schmen
school = thursday (damnit)

okay so i just had the weirdest dream of my life ( Read more... )

worked, came home, called him at ryan's, said i was going to take a shower and he said that he'd call me when he got home. naturally i procrastinated and didn't take my shower. so at like, 8.30, my mom, dad, and i are in their room, and dad goes "i think someone's at the door." i'm like "huh? i didn't hear anything, and coz didn't bark" but we go ( Read more... )