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today was good.
i found out that Megan's single, and got to hear that whole thing about her g/f and what happened... she was all like "no, Celine, you don't get it, we had EVERYTHING planned out." and i just wanted to shout at her, "no, YOU don't get it! i DO understand, i KNOW what you've been through. i thought i was with the guy of my dreams, the one i was going to stay with FOREVER. we had everything planned out too, where we were going to live, how many kids, how many animals, what jobs... i mean EVERYTHING. i gave him all of me. i would have given him the sun and the moon and the stars if he had asked. but no, someone, who wasn't better, just closer, came into the picture and tore him away from me, not even a WEEK after i was up there. i knew for about 3 weeks before he finally talked to me about it. he waited a WHOLE FUCKING MONTH after the fact, and then decided to see how i felt. so yeah, i guess after being dumped on my ass by the one guy i thought would NEVER hurt me, i don't understand." but i couldn't, cuz the afternoon rush kicked in.
*grumble* i really want to just sit down, out of work, and have a nice long talk with her. but she's busy and i don't want to push myself into her life if she really doesn't want me to be. *shrug*
i found out that Megan's single, and got to hear that whole thing about her g/f and what happened... she was all like "no, Celine, you don't get it, we had EVERYTHING planned out." and i just wanted to shout at her, "no, YOU don't get it! i DO understand, i KNOW what you've been through. i thought i was with the guy of my dreams, the one i was going to stay with FOREVER. we had everything planned out too, where we were going to live, how many kids, how many animals, what jobs... i mean EVERYTHING. i gave him all of me. i would have given him the sun and the moon and the stars if he had asked. but no, someone, who wasn't better, just closer, came into the picture and tore him away from me, not even a WEEK after i was up there. i knew for about 3 weeks before he finally talked to me about it. he waited a WHOLE FUCKING MONTH after the fact, and then decided to see how i felt. so yeah, i guess after being dumped on my ass by the one guy i thought would NEVER hurt me, i don't understand." but i couldn't, cuz the afternoon rush kicked in.
*grumble* i really want to just sit down, out of work, and have a nice long talk with her. but she's busy and i don't want to push myself into her life if she really doesn't want me to be. *shrug*