May 31, 2006 18:50
This is the worst I've ever had it. Ever. I've NEVER been this bitchy, at any point in my life. Now I find myself snapping at people for absolutely no reason. I'm just wholly grouchy. I asked my mum what was for dinner, and felt like screaming at her when she told me it's chicken. What's wrong with me? I *like* chicken!
I did have a bad day, but this is inexcusable.
I'm trying so hard not to take it out on anyone, but I'm failing miserably.
This is disgusting. I feel disgusting. I am disgusting. Don't try to tell me otherwise right now, or I'll probably rip your head off.
It doesn't help that I feel myself going down the Alan path again. As in, hopelessly liking a boy who a) is a flirt, so I can't tell if he likes me or not, and b) would never like me anyway, so why should I be worried about him being a flirt? ARGH! I HATE IT WHEN I DO THIS! I SHOULDN'T BE ALLOWED TO LIKE PEOPLE!