May 02, 2006 02:45
oh, how i wish i could sleep right now... im so very tired. Im just not used to getting like zero sleep, and now i cant fall asleep for the life of me. Finals are a terrible time. Ive studied to the point of shut down. Like im awake but my brain isnt.
I just hope that it all pays off. Three days, three exams and im done... and im coming home.
The thing is, once im done im in for a sweet summer. I get to be with wally again, my favorite aunt is living nearby for the first time in like 10 years. I finally get off probation. I have several great prospects for jobs that will actually start my career, and im all set for an internship which is a great opportunity in itself. Im just so excited... i mean i know its kind of strange to be excited about working two jobs and an internship for the summer, but its exactly what i want. Ill be making like 3 times the money i make now(and none of it will be taken away by the courts anymore),I get to work with kids everyday, further my career, and relieve wally and my worries about affording our appartment in the fall. Its going to make me feel so much better about everything... and plus i dont have to deal with classes. School work is the only reason i dont like going to work in the first place.
Im just so glad to be finishing up the year once again... thats three down now. How time flies. Soon enough I will be graduating... and that blows my mind.
Things just seem better now.