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I broke down and called him today. I left him a message on his voice mail. I dont know how it happened I was being so good and not calling him. I figure that its better that he didn't pick up becuase Im not sure what would have happened if he had. I just dont want to be sweating him like some lusting teenager. These are my reasons for not calling him:
reason 1: He didnt call me after we broke up.
reason 2: When we broke up and got back together it just wasnt the same anymore
reason 3:If i were to talk to him and he would say 1 mean thing I'll totally hate him forever
So it comes down to me missing him a lot. I just dont think we should try and work things out at all. Except i dont like being alone, and i really liked his company when we weren't fighting.
reason 1: He didnt call me after we broke up.
reason 2: When we broke up and got back together it just wasnt the same anymore
reason 3:If i were to talk to him and he would say 1 mean thing I'll totally hate him forever
So it comes down to me missing him a lot. I just dont think we should try and work things out at all. Except i dont like being alone, and i really liked his company when we weren't fighting.