06/27/09.
it's become sucha chore to update this thing. i'm pretty sure i've said all of this before, though. so it's not news to me... not news to you either. today i woke up a number of times. it's always the phone, and it's always someone useless like a bill collector or my aunt dee. pshh, she is the worst. i'm not saying i hate her, i just don't even think of her. that's far worse. like people are always saying 'don't harbor hatred' and 'don't hold grudges'/ it's not good for your health. but seriously, i don't think of her. it's as if she doesn't exist. and it seems cruel but you don't have the whole story. but i won't get into it. i woke up and just kept going back to sleep. i got up though when my cousin brianna came in and tapped me on the shoulder, and then i got ready. it was my mom; my dad; my brother mike; my cousins, brianna and darren; dawn and darren. it wasn't too bad getting out and doing something. we went to hometown celebration for a little while and i saw like two people i knew... it's a good thing, i think. i dunno, when i see people all they wanna do is "catch up". why don't people wanna concentrate on the now? hmm. but i ate there and got a few pictures. ha, and there were these cardboard cutouts there and it was $3.00 to take a picture with one and i should have done it 'cause little D got a picture with john cena and seriously the cardboard guy looks real, it's the lighting and they were shooting with a pretty amazing camera. if i had a scanner, i'd show it off. i should have gotten one with my favorite hannah montana... if this wasn't a kids event, i'd do somethin' obscene. heh. no i wouldn't! mm so that was today. i'm home now and bored, so that's why this thing is getting updated. i want jenn to come over today but i think she's attitudin'. lily's talking a little bit now, just making gooooo noises. singing, i think. it's cute, i'll have to record it.
the other night, i think it was thursday i hung out with aaron. we were trying to hit one of the playgrounds up but there was an insane amount of little kids out, so we drove around mays landing and stopped at lake lenape, and we stopped at this old basketball court and just hung out. we didn't have a basketball so we were throwing duct tape and shoes, and iced tea into the net. we were deadbeats. and then somehow we ended at the soccer fields and he turned on the lights for us and we sat and talked. thennnn, we went to mcdonalds and ate food inside. we talked about me getting my shit together but it's like i want my mom to help me. ughhhh tough. i got home and got yelled at for doing nothing! not by my parents either. ! hm!
and i'll be uploading some pictures in a bit. nothin' special, but that's what you get! suckit.
the other night, i think it was thursday i hung out with aaron. we were trying to hit one of the playgrounds up but there was an insane amount of little kids out, so we drove around mays landing and stopped at lake lenape, and we stopped at this old basketball court and just hung out. we didn't have a basketball so we were throwing duct tape and shoes, and iced tea into the net. we were deadbeats. and then somehow we ended at the soccer fields and he turned on the lights for us and we sat and talked. thennnn, we went to mcdonalds and ate food inside. we talked about me getting my shit together but it's like i want my mom to help me. ughhhh tough. i got home and got yelled at for doing nothing! not by my parents either. ! hm!
and i'll be uploading some pictures in a bit. nothin' special, but that's what you get! suckit.