*sigh*

Oct 01, 2005 00:57

ugh. look at me. alone. 12:58am was going to play DnD with Chad Nick and Craig. but that bottomed out. so now its just me. lights off. listening to the silence. these times. its times like these that make you remember the past. not just 1-2years ago. but childhood memories. i came across some of those old time Sam memories. gave me a slight giggle. "Whatchoo fink er doooin?" haha. funny. next to that. you get those other thoughts like. why am i still up? i should sleep. but you never commit to any of them. its weird. everyso often (i dont know about you guys) i get a nice wave of horrible memories. and its even worse with a ... dare i say "phototonic" memory. to some they dont see how it could be that bad...well it is. it gives everything more detail. which means remembering more. and thats the last that you want to happen. this night has been uneventful. unflattering. and unjust. all for my own, specific, reasons. oh. and up all of you people who post important things...i like my mindless meandering. its crappy and has no point. just like my faithless life.
tommorow. i think we will be able to play. i dont know. whatever,.

"Gormet Guy, Paper Mario, 4am"
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