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She started talking to me on MSN again..
Her gf cheated on her in France, fucked some guy she didn't know. She's really really sorry 'n stuff, but 'she' is really angry at her for cheating.. I dunno, stuff's weird now.
I couldn't talk to her at all in the beginning, but I started to loosen up after a while.. I actually started putting smilies in again. It's scaring me how comforting it is to talk to her again, even on MSN. I don't want this! I want it to be over, one way or another. This is confusing me more then I allready was.
She told me to shout at her in the beginning of the coversation because she couldn't stand the fact that I kinda ignored her. She said talking to me in every possible (no matter how much cruel things I would say) way is better then not talking to me at all *sighs*. I explained that I couldn't shout at her for following the path her heart had led her, for not liking me as much after all, etc. But then she replied in a vague way with "Maybe I didn't follow the path my heart led me".
I mean, WTF?! Like I'm not confused enough allready. I still like her like crazy, but this is killing me :/
Her gf cheated on her in France, fucked some guy she didn't know. She's really really sorry 'n stuff, but 'she' is really angry at her for cheating.. I dunno, stuff's weird now.
I couldn't talk to her at all in the beginning, but I started to loosen up after a while.. I actually started putting smilies in again. It's scaring me how comforting it is to talk to her again, even on MSN. I don't want this! I want it to be over, one way or another. This is confusing me more then I allready was.
She told me to shout at her in the beginning of the coversation because she couldn't stand the fact that I kinda ignored her. She said talking to me in every possible (no matter how much cruel things I would say) way is better then not talking to me at all *sighs*. I explained that I couldn't shout at her for following the path her heart had led her, for not liking me as much after all, etc. But then she replied in a vague way with "Maybe I didn't follow the path my heart led me".
I mean, WTF?! Like I'm not confused enough allready. I still like her like crazy, but this is killing me :/