this is fact not fiction, for the first time in years

Sep 30, 2005 21:09

it's so beautiful out. i love fall,
sweater and scarf season.
despite my cold, i don't think i've felt more at peace in a long time.

i went back through some old family photo albums,
and it gave me a strange feeling, remembering rachel and how different life was then.
she lived for eleven years, and i can't remember one minute of her life when she wasn't completely selfless.
pictures of her and me when we were five, dressed up in ridiculous costumes and smiling so big it hurt.

it takes everything out of perspective, forcing us to believe the truth,
which i've been comfortably avoiding these past few months.
it was something i needed.

i hadn't thought about her in a while.

i'm beginning to feel things will work themselves out,
i just have to give it time.

and there's plenty of that right now.
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