she is probly dead.
i woke up and got really sad this morning. i had a dream about a childhood friend. i am a navy brat so i have lost a lot of friend though out my childhood,but there was one friend that i made at 8 or 9 that i didn't lose touch with till i was 26. she was a junkie. she struggled with addiction from age 13 till i lost touch with her. she is the reason i never experimented with hard drugs. she simply wouldn't let me, and would stop any one else from trying to give them to me. i lost her. she might even be dead, it won't surprise me. i miss her.