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so tonight is another one of those nights where i feel like i have no home..
my mom came home piss drunk with stupid fuckface asshole and basically made me feel like I couldn't be there...
I sat in my car for a good hour and a half in the wal-mart parking lot with no where to go.
I didn't want to come here [to my dad's]
because I know the second he wakes up, he'll ask why I'm here and then he'll put me in the middle of a big dramatic thing between him and my mom..
I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT ANYMORE
The worst part about it probably is that my mom hasn't even called to see where I went...
I wonder how long it would take her to snap out of her own little selfish world and realize i was gone if i really did leave.