Nov 09, 2004 22:29
An hour and a half to go. I don't feel any older. So, here i am, 17, in love. It doesn't get much better. Its nice to have people stop and tell you happy birthday. Old friends with friendly emails. I miss my friends. I miss amanda,jordan, ryan and courtney. I miss the old days- you know? Trips to the cliff. Bumming cigarette's. Dancing to converge. Moshing to yellow card. Playing airplane. Once again- dancing at the skate park. Listening to your dreams. I hope your living them. Thats what I plan to do... what i've always wanted to. It only makes sense. The neighbors grape grass. Can you see me? Can you see me?
A break from the past.
I have someone now. Something real. No pretending or laying down all the right cards. Here it is. Here he is. And nothing feels better than to have somebody love you and bite your head really hard.