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So I finally have a job!
Things worked out w/ the whole lunch lady thing and I start May 10th which is also the last day of classes at college... I actually have a choice of being A) a lunch lady or B) An aide in a classroom full of autistic kids... My mom hooked me up and she said she'll give me more details on the Aide thing tonight so I can decide...
I have to go and get finger printed tomorow. I know that the school year is almost over, but I get to keep the job next school year so thats awesome.. this came just in time because I dont think that my car is going to make it much longer... So i wont be working in july and aug.. but i start up again in september.. so if i save all my money up i think i can swing the car payments in those 2 months.. . so im pretty happy about that.. i cant wait to get a new car so i dont have to pray before trying to start it.
Poor car ... shes dying on me.. she has served me well.
My diet is still going well, No cheats yet and goddammit Im gonna make it the rest of these 46 days.. After class im going to do my 2 miles.. I made sugar free jello (strawberry banana) today and it tasted awesome.. thats good diet food 40 calories for the whole box..no carbs.. not that im that low carb bull shit... I feel that, the low carb diet is bullshit and Im waiting for the nasty back lash of when all the Anti-Carboites.. start eating hot dog buns and macaroni salad over the summer( who can resist a BBQ) and gain double their weight back... STOP THE INSANITY..( i love that lady).
I hope its not to cold when I jog tonight.. I was watching the news before and they said that this weekend is going to be really really nice high 60's and maybe even into the 70's by monday!!! Summer is on her way!!!
I can't wait.
Iam determined to make this one of the best summers ever.. finally i can be skinny and wear shorts and stupid little tank tops and not feel all insecure and fat this will be my 1st not fat summer.. no more sweating my ass off hiding out in jeans..Im going to be skinny Im making that promise to myself and I won't let myself down for once.
Next week I am also going to Suffolk to find out how many credits I can transfer and find out more about their sign language program.. i think i can graduate in a year or so, and then I can actually get a job.. helping people and ill be having fun to i always wanted to know another language fluently... Im excited.. It feels good to finally figure out what i want to do w/ my life its taken me 22yrs.
By the time Im 24 I really want to be working as an interpreter.. make decent money and move out and have my own place. Thats all I want.. nothing crazy..
Then ..by 30 Im going to have a nice husband and cute babies.. who im going to teach sign language to so we can all talk about other people secretly.. and we are going to have a cute house w/ a garden and a puppy or 2 and im going to bake cookies and make dinner and be a nice mom.. thats all i want in life... I dont care how 1950's that sounds... My life is going to kick ass and that is IT!
Things worked out w/ the whole lunch lady thing and I start May 10th which is also the last day of classes at college... I actually have a choice of being A) a lunch lady or B) An aide in a classroom full of autistic kids... My mom hooked me up and she said she'll give me more details on the Aide thing tonight so I can decide...
I have to go and get finger printed tomorow. I know that the school year is almost over, but I get to keep the job next school year so thats awesome.. this came just in time because I dont think that my car is going to make it much longer... So i wont be working in july and aug.. but i start up again in september.. so if i save all my money up i think i can swing the car payments in those 2 months.. . so im pretty happy about that.. i cant wait to get a new car so i dont have to pray before trying to start it.
Poor car ... shes dying on me.. she has served me well.
My diet is still going well, No cheats yet and goddammit Im gonna make it the rest of these 46 days.. After class im going to do my 2 miles.. I made sugar free jello (strawberry banana) today and it tasted awesome.. thats good diet food 40 calories for the whole box..no carbs.. not that im that low carb bull shit... I feel that, the low carb diet is bullshit and Im waiting for the nasty back lash of when all the Anti-Carboites.. start eating hot dog buns and macaroni salad over the summer( who can resist a BBQ) and gain double their weight back... STOP THE INSANITY..( i love that lady).
I hope its not to cold when I jog tonight.. I was watching the news before and they said that this weekend is going to be really really nice high 60's and maybe even into the 70's by monday!!! Summer is on her way!!!
I can't wait.
Iam determined to make this one of the best summers ever.. finally i can be skinny and wear shorts and stupid little tank tops and not feel all insecure and fat this will be my 1st not fat summer.. no more sweating my ass off hiding out in jeans..Im going to be skinny Im making that promise to myself and I won't let myself down for once.
Next week I am also going to Suffolk to find out how many credits I can transfer and find out more about their sign language program.. i think i can graduate in a year or so, and then I can actually get a job.. helping people and ill be having fun to i always wanted to know another language fluently... Im excited.. It feels good to finally figure out what i want to do w/ my life its taken me 22yrs.
By the time Im 24 I really want to be working as an interpreter.. make decent money and move out and have my own place. Thats all I want.. nothing crazy..
Then ..by 30 Im going to have a nice husband and cute babies.. who im going to teach sign language to so we can all talk about other people secretly.. and we are going to have a cute house w/ a garden and a puppy or 2 and im going to bake cookies and make dinner and be a nice mom.. thats all i want in life... I dont care how 1950's that sounds... My life is going to kick ass and that is IT!