I like the sound of that...
I miss what my life used to be. I miss riding my bike all around town and feeling like a cool kid because i hung out with the older kids. I miss a simpler time when I did nothing in school but play on paint on the computer and chess. I miss the times when we would walk around aimlessly. I miss the times when eli and cory would come over and eat all my food and watch tv with me. There are so many memories I've had in this place and it makes me sad that they will never happen again.
Memories such as these:
For my birthday, riding around with kelley and kelly and racing kelley's bro down to the island and my mom turning the car really fast and giving kelly a concussion.
Hanging out with all the boys when they'd be riding around town.
When Kelley and I ditched church and I think we walked to the store, bought tampons then sat in a field and talked.
Fireworks for the 4th of July.
Going to leagues with Erin and mandi and hannah and whoever else.
Cory and Eli walking home from Grace and some guys threatening to kick our asses for walking down the street.
I had an ok childhood, other then the fact that I had no fashion sense(not that much has changed haha), i had terrible hair, and I hung out with weird people. All those things are superficial though. I had an alright childhood like I said before. I never really got picked on, yeah some people didnt like me, but in the end they became the best friends I ever had. I never REALLY got teased. And if I did, it wasnt bad, or even the average amount. I have no regrets and I guess this is my final letting go of it all? I'll never forget it.
Sorry for rambling on, sitting alone all the time gets you to thinking.
Memories such as these:
For my birthday, riding around with kelley and kelly and racing kelley's bro down to the island and my mom turning the car really fast and giving kelly a concussion.
Hanging out with all the boys when they'd be riding around town.
When Kelley and I ditched church and I think we walked to the store, bought tampons then sat in a field and talked.
Fireworks for the 4th of July.
Going to leagues with Erin and mandi and hannah and whoever else.
Cory and Eli walking home from Grace and some guys threatening to kick our asses for walking down the street.
I had an ok childhood, other then the fact that I had no fashion sense(not that much has changed haha), i had terrible hair, and I hung out with weird people. All those things are superficial though. I had an alright childhood like I said before. I never really got picked on, yeah some people didnt like me, but in the end they became the best friends I ever had. I never REALLY got teased. And if I did, it wasnt bad, or even the average amount. I have no regrets and I guess this is my final letting go of it all? I'll never forget it.
Sorry for rambling on, sitting alone all the time gets you to thinking.