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Today was a good day.I'm watching Lost, and talking to an old friend I hadn't spoken to in years since I left to Sci-Tech. I had a nice conversation with a friend from school. I liked the conversation, very stimulating to the mind. Debate is fun. NYC is definite! I'm sooo happy. I can't wait to be in NYC Easter weekend. Remember everyone, there's a Bake Sale this Friday. Sigh. I'm bringing cake and brownies! Yum yum. Anyways, I'm afraid. I'm afraid of not doing well. I can't explain it. I don't know what to do. What if I have to leave school after junior year? I think that's what might happen. I love our school, and I love the Astronomy Club. I do. I feel very protective of it. But I don't know...it seems so hard. Hard to decide, hard to even think of leaving. I hate myself for thinking such things. But I'm too stupid....too stupid for anything