Apr 10, 2004 09:04
hmm...so last thursday i went to l.a. with band, disney land! w00t...it was hella chill...lines were short again kuz it was a friday so that was kool...the over all experience wasnt all that special, hawaii last year was so much more fun..but oh well...but then i went to mexico with youth group to build a house. that was fuckin amazing, ive never realy thought of all the things that i take forgranted and going there and seeing what real poverty looks like, was just eye opening for me. so much that i have that they have never even seen or thought of, a computer for instance...but ya...so many more inside jokes to be posted later, even tho you wont understand unless you were there...
but yeah, i was allready hella tired and stressed when i got home, kuz i been gone for a week and thats never good when you're a teenager...or just in general. and then it got worse...my date for prom dosent go to my skool, therefore she needs a geust pass to go...guest passes were due last friday when i was in l.a...she didnt fax it in, so it didnt get turned in...my sistere talked to the lady in the office and she said they werent accepting any lates...this is fuckin weak sauce...two reasons: 1- she prolly wont be able to go to my prom and she allready bought her dress - and- 2-if she cant i need to fine a new date...
i hate these feelings of confussion and stress...
being away from everything for a week has totally changed who i am as a person and made me appreciate what i have and the people i know, going to mexico is somthing that can not be described, its an experience, somthing you have to do for you're self, but not for you're self. i didnt go to mexico to build a house so i'd feel better about who i am or somthing like that, i went because i felt the need to help someone else, even if that meant giving up my spring break and leaving my life for a week. it was totally worth it.