No es lo mismo sin ti....
damn its been a while since i updated...almost a full month...but yeah, thats due to the fact that im never home enough to check my email everyday, much less post an update...
so yeah, life's been chillin...i guess
i dont really know what im doing right now tho, kuz like im forcing myself from feeling post happening depression, pushing people away, and pretty much treating myself like shit, like, somtimes i'll make myself feel like shit just so i dont have to deal with anything...like, i guess im scared to be this far along in my life already...i dont feel that its time for all this suden change and moving away from everything that has been comfortable for tha last 3 & 1/2 years...idk...w/e, it could be that, or im just learning to live life for the moment, kuz thats pretty much what im doing, living for each moment and not really making plans for anything too major...i dont even know how to describe how im feeling about shit right now...but here's an update on my life:
-skool sucks
-rachel got into college...in florida
-joe got into a college, santa cruz, still waiting for a response from s.b.
-going to orlando in 6 days
-im in the spring play (THE smallest role, but its all good)
-i was about ready to quit symphonic band
-i'm still in band, kuz i was thinkin, i've been in band since 5th grade and its my last semester...do i really wanna give it up now?
-i have to get all my work done for english b4 i leave for orlando, or im gonna be pulled from the play..
-got new tires on my car
-good buddy of mine got expelled and may possibly get locked up
-havent seen rachel in bout a week..
-got a new fone, same number, just an upgrade
-been partying it up on weekends, and weekdays for that matter
-have plans for friday night, unless somthing better happens
-im stressed as fuck over my research paper for senoir project
-i have to crochet for 15 hours still
so yeah...thats about it....by the way, that was in no way chronological order...
well....i guess thats it for now...fuck i wish i wasnt home right now...
so yeah, life's been chillin...i guess
i dont really know what im doing right now tho, kuz like im forcing myself from feeling post happening depression, pushing people away, and pretty much treating myself like shit, like, somtimes i'll make myself feel like shit just so i dont have to deal with anything...like, i guess im scared to be this far along in my life already...i dont feel that its time for all this suden change and moving away from everything that has been comfortable for tha last 3 & 1/2 years...idk...w/e, it could be that, or im just learning to live life for the moment, kuz thats pretty much what im doing, living for each moment and not really making plans for anything too major...i dont even know how to describe how im feeling about shit right now...but here's an update on my life:
-skool sucks
-rachel got into college...in florida
-joe got into a college, santa cruz, still waiting for a response from s.b.
-going to orlando in 6 days
-im in the spring play (THE smallest role, but its all good)
-i was about ready to quit symphonic band
-i'm still in band, kuz i was thinkin, i've been in band since 5th grade and its my last semester...do i really wanna give it up now?
-i have to get all my work done for english b4 i leave for orlando, or im gonna be pulled from the play..
-got new tires on my car
-good buddy of mine got expelled and may possibly get locked up
-havent seen rachel in bout a week..
-got a new fone, same number, just an upgrade
-been partying it up on weekends, and weekdays for that matter
-have plans for friday night, unless somthing better happens
-im stressed as fuck over my research paper for senoir project
-i have to crochet for 15 hours still
so yeah...thats about it....by the way, that was in no way chronological order...
well....i guess thats it for now...fuck i wish i wasnt home right now...