i kan pull my eyes away, but my heart still lingers..

[lunchbox743]

so at the request of nick im updating...it took me a while to read his request, because i havent been home all weekend, at all! the reason for this is i was in my school's musical 'the fiddler on the roof' and we were doing shows from thrusday-sunday...so i was either at the theater or at a party or sleeping or taking a 7 minute shower b4 doing on the previous events. so yeah...that was this weekend, everything went so well with it that im hella stoked that i was in it, but at the same time, its sad that its over...when i was driving home from the bon-fire last night, it felt like the long ride home after happening...and that happening was over...which is hella depressing, because being in this show was nothing comparable to happening, i mean i loved doing it,and it was fun and all, but the emotional connection isnt the same, which kinda makes me wonder how im gonna feel after happening is over this year, like how im gonna deal with it, because it has been the biggest part of my life the last 3 years..and now im rector...its kinda freakin me out...

but yeah...good news for will's emotional system...im not as hung up over cherie anymore...given that i still like her, but i think im moving on...wether or not this moving on will be good for me and wont just be worse is yet to be determined...well...im off to go catch up on some sleep...later