just alive out of habit...

[lunchbox743]

fuckin a...why am i such a little bitch? why kant i just man up and do shit before it passes me by...once again ive missed an oportunity..and once again i say i dont care...but i do...and im fuckin beating myself up inside over it...

and i kant seem to get over her...im in a place where i know its not gonna work, but im stuck...i dont know what it is..but im just stuck, theres no other word for it, im stuck on her...

...fuck why kant i get over cherie....