then the unnamed feeling, it comes alive
so...in that last entry i said somthing about liking a new girl...anywayz...this entry is about that, and how i was feeling last night, besides completely exhausted...i was listening to the 'saint anger' album today and the song 'the unnamed feeling' came on, i have heard it in so long, but it pretty much descibes how i was feeling last night...self destructive, depressed, and just overall fucked up mentally, i was a reck, i hate feeling like that, i feel better now tho..but yeah...heres the part of the song that 'talked to me' the most...
"Get the fuck out of here
I just wanna get the fuck away from me
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
It hate it all, why? Why? Why me?
I cannot sleep wth a head like this
I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I wanna hate it all away
Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
And it takes me away"
so yeah...she dosent know that i like her, however ive been throwin down hints left and right, and sorry sister but im gonna tell her...kuz its one of those things where i feel that i need to tell her kuz its beating me up inside
Been here before couldn't say I liked it
Do I start writing all this down?
Just let me plug you into my world
Can't you help me be uncrazy?
Name this for me, heat the cold air
Take the chill off of my life
And if I could I'd turn my eyes
To look inside to see what's comin'
It comes alive
And I die a little more
It comes alive
Each momnent here I die a little more
Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away
I'm frantic in your soothing arms
I can not sleep in this down filled world
I've found safety in this loneliness
But I cannot stand it anymore
Cross my heart and hope not to die
Swallow evil, ride the sky
Lose myself in a crowded room
You fool, you fool, it will be here soon
It comes alive
And I die a little more
It comes alive
Each moment here I die a little more
Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Treats me this way
And I wait for this train
Toes over the line
And then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away
Get the fuck out of here
I just wanna get the fuck away from me
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
It hate it all, why? Why? Why me?
I cannot sleep wth a head like this
I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I wanna hate it all away