as days go by my heart grows cold...don't shut me out
been a couple of days since i last updated and the last wasnt even a real update, so here goes:
well..i officially want skool to end, even tho ive only been in for like 4 weeks, i dont care, i want it to end allready...i just thought that things would be different since im a senoir that people would be different and stuff..i guess ive learned that some things never change..where as some things do..
anywayz..im also officially missing people who are off at college...it took me a while to realize that 85% of my best friends are no longer within a half hour of me..and that a couple of them are across the country or in so cal...idk..i just feel that this year isnt really gonna be the same, for the worse...
also..when the fuck is happeneing gonna start again?? does anyone know...last i heard, a rector was supposed to be chossen by the end of last week...but thats just what i heard...kuz theres only 4 Months, 2 Weeks, 6 Days left..but yeah,,whos counting..
so yeah...anyone remember my last post and how i wasnt feeling like myself kuz of things that have happend recently...i still dont feel like myself, i dont know why its affecting me this much..like, im still discontent with everything that happend...
shit, i wish i knew why this is still bugging me...
well..i officially want skool to end, even tho ive only been in for like 4 weeks, i dont care, i want it to end allready...i just thought that things would be different since im a senoir that people would be different and stuff..i guess ive learned that some things never change..where as some things do..
anywayz..im also officially missing people who are off at college...it took me a while to realize that 85% of my best friends are no longer within a half hour of me..and that a couple of them are across the country or in so cal...idk..i just feel that this year isnt really gonna be the same, for the worse...
also..when the fuck is happeneing gonna start again?? does anyone know...last i heard, a rector was supposed to be chossen by the end of last week...but thats just what i heard...kuz theres only 4 Months, 2 Weeks, 6 Days left..but yeah,,whos counting..
so yeah...anyone remember my last post and how i wasnt feeling like myself kuz of things that have happend recently...i still dont feel like myself, i dont know why its affecting me this much..like, im still discontent with everything that happend...
shit, i wish i knew why this is still bugging me...