so you leave....
so...school's finally over...normally i would be happier than ever, the end of my junior year, i'll be a senoir next year, summer waiting to happen, memories waiting to be made...all this would normally just lift my spirits and make me hella happy. but its not so much, all i kan think of now that im out of skool is that almost all of my best friends including my sister are graduating...they're going off to college, moving away...
all i kan think about is how next year is gonna suck. sure i still have my school friends and all, but like...ive been brought into this environment in church that wont be here next year, that is slowly dissaperaing before my eyes, that when summer is done...is gone...
im dwelling on the facts that my friends are leaving me...they're not leaving leaving...but still...they're not gonna be around next year...i feel that i should be going with them...kuz if anyone's noticed, all i do is hang out with them...
there are the few that are staying but for the most part...everyone is gone...and i only have this summer until this happens, the short two maybe three months left to see them...and my parents dont understand this, they dont know why ive been sad these last couple of days...its kuz it seems like everyone is leaving...