Whew
Well I'm really dissapointed. I was supposed to be able to see Ish this weekend, but something happened and he had to go back to Tallahassee. Now he was only there for like 12 hours and is now in the process of driving all the way down to Miami again. I'm just so mad at some of the people he hangs out with. They constantly take advantage of him, and take all of his time. I know he doesn't mind, but I wish he would take some time for himself now and then and do what he wants to do. I will get to see him though, just later than planned. It just would have been nice cause we would have had the entire house to ourselfs for the weekend. Oh well. I really cannot wait to go back to FSU. I miss all of my friends there terribly, and I'm afraid of them forgetting me, kind of like what some of my friends here have done. Not that it is their fault. I was gone for so long. Sometimes i just feel so worthless when I am home. Maybe it is because I was constantly around people at FSU, and here i spend the better part of my day alone. Me and my mom hang out most all afternoon and stuff untill my dad gets home and then i retreat to my room so that i can avoid him. i can't remember what it was like last summer, or any summer for that matter, but it seemed that I was always doing something. Maybe having no money will do that to you. My parents don't want me to go back to FSU in the fall, they want me to stay here and go to Polk Community. Never. No force from Heaven or hell could ever get me in the college. If i go to that college i will end up dropping out and being a stupid polk county fuck head for the rest of my life and that is not what i want at all. This county has a way of sucking people back in and trapping them like a roach motel... People move in- But they don't move out. And it isn't because this place is all that wonderful. It isn't by any means. I don't know what goes on.
I had the most annoying night last night. I couldn't get to sleep at all. I was up untill like 3:30 l aying in bed tossing and turning from one side to the other thinking... my god let me fucking sleep.
Speaking of gods... the dumbest line in a movie. TROY. I thought it sucked royally, and brad Pitt was horrible. So was Orlando Bloom and Helen of Troy. Eric Bana was awesome and so was Peter O'Tool who happens to have the most haunting gaze ever. Anyway, Peter O'tool says to Orlando Bloom when he is going out to fight...
"May the Gods be with you"... I burst out laughing and people were shhhshing me. I'm sorry it was fucking hillarious. I started making the darth vader noise and me and my mom were laughing really loud for like ten minutes. It was funny and the writter of that movie should be shot, because it was dumb, but hillarious. I'm in a wierd mood right now, and I am writting int he worst sentences ever, but forgive me. If this were a writing assignment I would get an F just for the sheer horriblesness of the sentence structures. Ok.
I had the most annoying night last night. I couldn't get to sleep at all. I was up untill like 3:30 l aying in bed tossing and turning from one side to the other thinking... my god let me fucking sleep.
Speaking of gods... the dumbest line in a movie. TROY. I thought it sucked royally, and brad Pitt was horrible. So was Orlando Bloom and Helen of Troy. Eric Bana was awesome and so was Peter O'Tool who happens to have the most haunting gaze ever. Anyway, Peter O'tool says to Orlando Bloom when he is going out to fight...
"May the Gods be with you"... I burst out laughing and people were shhhshing me. I'm sorry it was fucking hillarious. I started making the darth vader noise and me and my mom were laughing really loud for like ten minutes. It was funny and the writter of that movie should be shot, because it was dumb, but hillarious. I'm in a wierd mood right now, and I am writting int he worst sentences ever, but forgive me. If this were a writing assignment I would get an F just for the sheer horriblesness of the sentence structures. Ok.