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i miss tucson
i miss my sister
i miss my parents
i miss celeste
i miss logan,
and katie,
and caitlin bond...
and a ton of other people too!!
i miss having good friends around me almost all the time
i miss having people around me that i can actually talk to, and not the 12
year olds i work with who only care about gossip
i miss having a curfew... because now i feel like shit if i don't go home at
a reasonable time, but i don't HAVE to go home... so why do it?
i miss people who like real food, and not junk all the time
i miss going to good yoga classes, and i wish people here realized that there
can be more to yoga than the "awesome workout"
i miss feeling good about myself. i realize that there are things i can
to do to get back to a place where i'm actually happy... but its easier
to do that if there are people around me, supporting me. i have really
lost that. i need to start realizing my own self worth and not relying on
other people to tell me that i'm great. i need to stop being so lazy, get
out there, experience life, and get the fuck over it.
i realize that it has really been a good thing for me to get out of my comfort zone in this past year. i have started to realize who i am, what i want to be and do, and how much i'm willing to compromise before i can't breathe anymore.
ps themis ix chel demeter is fucking incredible. i love my car!
i miss my sister
i miss my parents
i miss celeste
i miss logan,
and katie,
and caitlin bond...
and a ton of other people too!!
i miss having good friends around me almost all the time
i miss having people around me that i can actually talk to, and not the 12
year olds i work with who only care about gossip
i miss having a curfew... because now i feel like shit if i don't go home at
a reasonable time, but i don't HAVE to go home... so why do it?
i miss people who like real food, and not junk all the time
i miss going to good yoga classes, and i wish people here realized that there
can be more to yoga than the "awesome workout"
i miss feeling good about myself. i realize that there are things i can
to do to get back to a place where i'm actually happy... but its easier
to do that if there are people around me, supporting me. i have really
lost that. i need to start realizing my own self worth and not relying on
other people to tell me that i'm great. i need to stop being so lazy, get
out there, experience life, and get the fuck over it.
i realize that it has really been a good thing for me to get out of my comfort zone in this past year. i have started to realize who i am, what i want to be and do, and how much i'm willing to compromise before i can't breathe anymore.
ps themis ix chel demeter is fucking incredible. i love my car!