philosophies YOU NEED TO KNOW
I decided to write an entry, after a long while. Since last year, pretty sure.
Believe it or not, I'm excited to go back to school, more than I use to be. And I'm excited about doing my composition for music too. And Taming Of The Shrew hopeuflly should be ok.
I keep forcing myself not to delete this entry. I don't know, it's weird. A lot of times I've felt really in the mood to write something on Livejournal and then half way through I delete it because I feel like I start sounding like a dick head, like I'm trying to impress someone or...you know? I don't know. But I'm not trying to impress anyone, I just wanna write about shit. Maybe I'm paranoid, because despite me not being on LJ, I do read entries, and some of them bull shit on and on, being all creative and shit and really...like too bohemian you know? And maybe that's just because they ARE really bohemian, but some of them aren't. I dunno, I like to read entries about real stuff and real situations, not stuff like 'yeeeh boiiii, I'm going to a club next week and heap[s of peeps are gonna give me shit because they know me" ----- no ones ever actually said something like that, but it's that sort of thing.
or maybe I am bullshitting this whole entry, and I'm just jealous because people have more confidence in themselves than I do.
ANYWAY, the other reason I'm excited about school is that I get to see everyone. And for some of them, those I can't/don't talk to, it's going to be refreshing to see their faces anyway. and Tamara's back and I'll get to see her.
and Tai as well.
anyway, I am going to fucking finish this before I decide to delete it.